I'm not happy
I am mad
points the thought inside my head
as I curve my lips and smile
nodding to the words they've said.
I'm not happy
I am sad
whispers my soul in silent weeps
while my voice sings a different tune
for all you cheerful happy peeps
I'm not happy
I'm distressed
cries my mind in cringing thoughts
but my camera clicks on, just
selfies of half truths and naughts
I'm not happy
I am a mess
shouts my will with all its might
but there are no ears to hear it
as it hides there in plain sight.
I'm not happy
I am lonely
says my heart chocking on blood
as my lips smile and my eyes cry
and nobody finds it odd.
I'm not happy
I'm just broken
resonates deep deep inside
but my Instagram is open
"I'm so happy Oh my God"
