"Cause nobody in this world but you so many lies being told,but you hold the truth close my eyes and unfold another dream of my demon the quicker I black out,I get to see us.."
Vel The Wonder-Yellow Dress
Divine's Pov-
Marco and I were driving to his pad.
No lie that kiss made me feel some type of way,something I never felt with Eric before.
Marco was driving and he was holding my hand with his free one.Whenever i'm with him I just feel so safe and protected.
Marco was about to open his mouth and was about to say something,but his phone started ringing.
It was his homie Danny one of the guys that was at the park with us when gang unit rolled up.
"What happened foo ?" Asked Marco over the phone
"Ayee did they roll you and your hyna up ?"
I blushed at what Danny said,Marco looked at me and smiled
"Foo she's not my lady...Yet" Marco said with a smirk
I slapped him on his chest and he just carried on talking to Danny.
I'm getting feelings for him,but i'm just not sure I mean i've heard things about Marco.
Like how he's a player and cold hearted.Being around him excites me though.
We pulled up to his apartment and my heart was racing,I'm scared to be in his place alone with him ya know ?
I just hope he's not expecting sex.
He unlocked his front door and I saw that his apartment is clean and well decorated for a guy.
He put his hands on my waist and buried his face on my neck.
"Don't be scared I know you're not expecting sex and I respect that" He whispered in my ear
His minty breath sent chills down my spine.
We sat on his black leather couch and just stayed quiet.It was kinda awkward to be honest
"Soo we never really got to grt to know eachother properly"
I can tell where this is going,i'm not a open book and even though Marco isn't a stranger anymore i'm still scared what I tell him will ruin everything.
"Yeah umm you go first how'd you grow up and all that" I say with a small smile
"Okay well growing up wasn't so good my dad wasn't really around and my mom always had a new boyfriend my mom didn't really care about me or my little sister Arianna she only cared about herself and her boyfriends"
He paused for a moment and went to the kitchen to get us something to drink.When he came back he sat next to me and put his arm around me.
"Since my mom didn't really care about what I did I started kicking it with older people og's and veterano's and shit.At first I started writing and that was my passion graffiti and hiphop"
"At first I use to just scribble on a black book then I did hit ups on walls and tben I began doing train yards,free ways,and billboards"
I looked up at him and saw that him talking about graffiti and his old memories always brought a smile to his face.
"Man I remember the first time I got busted,it wasn't for bombing on a train or anything it was for slanging"
"My mom didn't really spoil us and Arianna was going through pruberty so ofcourse she needed some hygiene stuff and she also needed new clothes and shoes"
"I dropped out of school to slang I sacrificed my education for her and for her to stab me in the back is fucking scandalous"
"But aye you know what now I got bank and I run the whole drug operation in all of Orange County"
I saw he was proud but he was also hurt,I mean I would too he could've been something but he had to drop out for his little sister.
"Let's talk more about me some other day it's your turn" He said changing the subjext
"Okay well umm I-I-uh umm" Nothing came out I didn't know what to say
"You're not a open person I can tell,you have trust issues I can see it in your eyes deep down inside you're scared and hurt you wanna cry,but you don't like people seeing you cry,whatever happened to you in the past made a huge impact on you.You're very secretive Divne"
I was shocked he knew exactly what I felt deep inside,I just bursted out crying.I didn't wanna hide it from him anymore I just need to tell someone let it all out.
"I was pregnat" I said
"Wait wh-what do you mean was you had an abortion ?" He said kinda shocked
"No I had a miscarriage I was only fourteen when I got pregnat I remember when I told my babydaddy he was denying it and shit,but I lost it to him.He told me to get an abortion but I said no.I was suppose to have a boy" I said now hysterically crying
Marco held me so tight I just wanted to be like this forever
"How'd you lose the baby ?" He asked
"He sent some girls to jump me,I tried defending myself but it was one against six,I wasn't even protecting my face or anything I was protecting my baby"
"When I told my uncles they all did a home invasion on all of them and killed all the girls that jumped me"
"What the fuck who was your babydaddy ?"
"Eric but they call him ghost"
"Wait wait ghost from AVLS ?" He asked fully heated
AVLS is abbreviation for Anaheim Vatos Locos.
"Umm yeah"
His eyes were ready to pop out I was kinda scared to be honest
"That foo's a fucking ranker ! I remember I kicked it with him once he was talking to my homie Gio and he was talking ahout how he got his hyna knocked up and shit I guess it was you"
I was shocked that they both knew eachother.
"I thought you were gonna call me a hoe and stop talking to me" I said looking down at the floor
"Now that's where you're wrong even if you had your kid I would still fuck with you"He said grabbing my face
We were inches apart and I just wanted to feel his lips on top of mine.
"I know I said I wasn't gonna pull anything,but I don't think I can keep my promise" he said in a hush tone
He grabbed my face and slammed his lips onto mine.I didn't even pull back I kissed him back.
Ofcourse one thing led to another and well we had sex I know I barely met him,but I guess I was desperate I mean last time I had sex was acouple months ago with some guy I met at a party.
We didn't fuck though,we made love.
It wasn't rough or kinky it was slow and passionate something Eric and I never did.
I don't even know what Marco and I are now,at first we were friends but are we together now ? Are we fuck buddies ?
I don't know but I think i'm gonna leave it in fate's hands.
(A/N) Okaay so sorry about the long wait 😁 One of Marco's hits ups in a black book ☺️ and my bad I didn't add a sex scene i'm terrible at writing that.
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