Chapter Twenty One

460 16 3
                                    

"I want to see your face,scars and all . No need to feel insecure"
-Self Provoked

Divine's Pov-

Like I said before,I really need more girl friends.Being home alone on a Friday night is not the deal.

Right now i'm laying in bed watching netflix and munching out like a fatass. My hair is in a messy bun i'm in black leggings and wearing a light gray hoody.

I check my phone acouple times and see I don't have any notifications.I get up from my bed and go to the kitchen to throw away my food and get more chips and another can of coke.

It's only 7:37 and it's already really dark,it looks like it's about to rain.As i'm looking through the fridge and cabinents someone rings the doorbell.

It's probaly my mom or one of my uncles,I set my phone down on the counter and go open the door.

I unlock it and see it's Eric.I regret opening it now.

I feel like Eric is gonna be popping up in my life alot more now and I don't like that at all.

"What do you want Eric ?" I asked just trying to get straight to the point

"Can I come in we we ne-need to talk" he slurs

His eyes are bloodshot and I can smell his horrid beer breath.

"About what ?" I say not letting him in

"Look Divine j-ju-just trust me okay ? Let me in" he says while starting to lean

Eric is fucked up to the max

(a/n) can't hang !

I decide to let him in before he gets louder than he already is and causes a scene.

I let him in and close the door,he looks around like he's reminicsing about all the times he's been here before.

"Soo wassup ?"

"We should work things out and have another baby"

My eyes get wide,the fuck did this nigga just say ? He's smoking some nice shit I want what he's smoking cause he's on a good one.

He got me fucked up if he thinks he can come in here and ruin my fucking night by saying he wants another kid and we should work things out,nope sorry not happening !

"Are you fucking crazy ? I don't want a kid anytime soon I barely have my life together !"

"But i'll be here to support you one hundred percent I really miss and need you" That's some straight bullshit right there.

"No I don't feel the same way for you i'm sorry but I don't wanna be with you and I don't want a kid" I said trying to sound nice

"No you're giving me a fucking a kid !" He says now raising his voice

Drinking always made him agressive.

"No Eric get one of your hoes pregnant"

"I want you !" He says getting near me

Gangsters Get Lonely TooWhere stories live. Discover now