Gangsters Get Lonely Too

Chapter Fifteen

"I aint even trippin' cause it's just me,myself,and I came into this world alone and that's how I plan to die"
Reverie-High Up In The Clouds

Divine's Pov-

When I woke up I was alone aha i'm not even surprised.

I tried getting up,but I was in to much pain everything hurt.It hurt to move and breathe.

I looked at my arms and legs and saw I was hooked up to a bunch of wires.

I looked straight ahead and saw a small mirror.My hair was a big mess and I had acouple brusies and my swollen eye was going down.My neck was still pretty red and had acouple scratches from the belt.

I feel so dirty and disgusted with myself.I don't even think a shower would help.

I looked around and saw a button on the side of the bed,I didn't know what it was for so I pressed it to find out.A minute later a nurse came in.

I guess it's to call the nurse.

"You're awake !"

Awake ? I don't even remember anything last thing I remember was when they dropped me.

I looked at her confused I don't wanna be here I wanna go home.

"You were in a coma for a whole week"

My eyes got wide I wonder if anyone noticed I was gone.I wonder if had any vistitors.

"When can I go home ?" It even hurt to talk

"Well first we need to contact a parent or gaurdian and then we have to run tests on you and then you can leave it usually takes about a day so maybe tomorrow"

The nurse leaves the room and I look around for my phone.I find it and plug it in this built in charger that's on the side of the bed.

Once it turns on I see I have about 100 missed calls and 63 messages all from Vanessa and acouple from my mom.But none from Marco

I go back to that night and I just hate everything he did to me.

I opened up to him I had sex wit him I took him to Saul and this is all the fucking thanks I get ?

Man fuck Marco and his neighborhood.I made a mental note to myself that when I get out i'm gonna tell my uncles to regulate.

Ima also tell my uncles about AVLS and Hardtimes.They think they winnin' by jumping now,but soon they're all going down.

When I leave this hospital i'm gonna be a complete bitch.I'm tired of beimg taken advantage of and letting people walk all over me.The old me is gone for good there's no turning back.

Vanessa's Pov-

When Marco called Loony about Divine being in the hospital I cried myself to sleep that night.

Divine is my day one homegirl I fucking love her to pieces.She's been through so much and I feel bad for her she had to live a fucked up life.

She's beautiful,but that shit don't matter when you're in the hood.

Ever since Marco told me and Loony i've been visiting her everyday.

The first time I went I lost it,I couldn't hold back my tears.She has a broken rib cage and was raped and beaten all because of Marco.

Man she was boy crazy for that foo too

"Nah foo look it aint even like that we're just friends"