Forbidden Affairs (KNJ)

Utter Confusion

I walk out of the courthouse the memory of the last 5 minutes running on a loop through my head. He kissed me, the Kim Namjoon, my boss kissed me. In a daze, I walk to my car and get into the driver's seat. I distract myself from the thought as I drive to my apartment. The drive seemed to get longer and longer with each stop sign and red light. I take a deep breath, releasing a sigh as I put my car in park outside my apartment building. I sit in my for just a moment as I attempt to collect my thoughts. I grab my briefcase and purse and walk up to my apartment. I open the door, overwhelmed by my thoughts. I set my things by the door, kicking off my shoes before flopping onto the couch. My head hits something hard, yet soft at the same time. My body tense and I open my eyes to see Hobi. 

Hosoek: "Hello to you too, Hayoon." 

I sit up removing my head from his lap. 

"Sorry, I didn't see you here." 

Hoseok: "Based on the look on your face I am guessing court didn't go well today." 

"No, we won." 

He pulled me into a big hug. 

Hoseok: "That's awesome Hay." 

He pulled away from the hug with a big smile on his face, which quickly fell.  

Hoseok: "Hey, what's with the face? What's wrong? I thought you needed to win this case to keep your job?" 

"You're right and we won. I still have my job." 

He looked at me as though he was waiting was me to continue talking. I let out a big sigh and finally looked into his face. 

"Once they ruled in our favor, my boss pulled me into a hug." 

Hoseok: "Okay... why is it a big deal that he hugged you he was excited?" 

"The big deal isn't that he hugged me, the big deal is that he KISSED me right after!" 

His eyes widened and his mouth opened slightly. 

Hoseok: "He kissed you?!" 

"Yes Hobi, he fucking kissed me. What about that did you not understand?" 

Hoseok: "What do you mean he kissed you I thought relationships between coworkers were against the rules." 

"It is, but it's not like he was asking me out. kissed me, then his smile dropped and he said 'Thank you for all of your help Miss Hyun. I will see you at work tomorrow. No more irresponsible mistakes.' Like nothing happened!" 

I groan and put my head in my hands releasing a frustrated groan. 

"I need to stop thinking about it." 

I jump up off the couch and start walking towards my room to shower.

"I am going to go shower." 

I walk into my room and start to strip off my clothes, and start the shower. I grab a towel placing it on the counter and stepping into the warm water. I feel my body relax under the warm water. I wash my hair and body before stepping out of the shower. I slide my underwear on, before putting lotion on my arms and legs. I put on a long tank-top and pair of sleep short, since I am not planning on going anywhere for the rest of the day. I am assuming Hobi is still in my apartment. I walk out into the living room and see two bags of take out sitting on the coffee table. 

"Ooooo, food!"

I hear Hobi chuckle from the kitchen. 

Hoseok: "What do you want to drink, weirdo?" 

"Soda, please."  

I giggle and sit down next to the table. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Hobi walk in with plates, utensils, napkins, and drinks. He sits down next to me handing me a plate, utensils, and my soda. We both start taking the containers out of the bags. Once everything was out of the bags, we started digging into the food eating through a large majority of it. We finished eating and I cleaned up the table, leftovers and plates. We both relax on the couch for majority of the night when I get a text from Jimin asking me to buzz him into my building. I jump up and buzz him into the building. 

"Jimin is here so I am going to change my shirt, will you let him in?" 

Hobi nods his head and I run back to my room. I grab a jumper and slide it over my head, before heading back to the living room. I see Jimin and Hobi sitting on the couch. I sit next to the couch. 

"Hey Jimin what are you doing here?" 

Jimin: "I was wondering how the case went today. Usually I am the one that goes with Mr. Kim, so I was curious and since neither of you were in the office; I figured I would come over and ask. This way I know what to expect tomorrow." 

As Jimin inquired about the court case, my mind filled with all of the thoughts I had been pushing away all day.

"Oh um,  we won. I will see you tomorrow." 

I giggle a little trying to force the thoughts out of my brain.

Jimin: "What's wrong?" 

"Oh nothing. I am just a little tired." 

He looked over at the clock, knowing that I was lying since it was only 7:15.  

Hobi whispered something into Jimin's ear and I watched as his eyes widened and his head whipped around to look at me.  

Jimin: "Namjoon kissed you?!" 

I nodded my head and Jimin continued to stare at me waiting for details. 

"The judge announced his ruling in our favor. Namjoon pulled me into a hug and then kissed me  as he pulled away from the hug. Then he said he would see me at work tomorrow." 

I stood up and walked into the kitchen grabbing three glasses and a few bottles of alcohol. I sat back in my spot. I pour myself a glass and quickly gulp it down, before filling my glass again. I offer the bottle to both of them and Hoseok takes it from me. He fills both of their glasses before setting the bottle down on the table.  

Jimin: "Why would he kiss you?" 

"Jimin I wish I knew." 

We went through the entire night just drinking and talking. The mixture of alcohol and talking with friends distracted from the thoughts of Namjoon. 

Jimin: "Can I stay over, I don't think I should drive home." 

"Yeah let me grab you a blanket and pillow. You can sleep on the couch. Hobi you can sleep in my room." 

I go to the hallway and grab a pillow and blanket from the closet.  I walked back to the living room putting both of them on the couch. I clean up the empty bottles and glasses. I lock the front door flipping off the lights. 

"Good night Jimin." 

I walk back to my bed room, I pull my jumper over my head and drop into the hamper. I quickly crawl into bed, hoping all of the events from today fade away. I feel Hobi pull me into his chest before both of our breathing slows.