NO WAY - a tommyinnit famfic

tommys reaction

tommys pov
I got a letter in the mail
I read it
I couldn't even process what's happening
I read the letter downstairs with my mum
she read it after me
She looked at me
Saw the emotions kick in
I wanted to cry
But I'm a big man
Yea a big man
"Shit it's 8pm" I said to my mom wanting to cry
"Are you streaming" my mom said to me
" I have to I haven't in like 2 weeks"

I walk up to my room
Sit at my desk
Open twitch
Refuse to open it
But I have to
I'm not in shape to stream
But my fan want me to
I click the bottom
I joined a vc with ranboo and tubbo
They had my stream open
They saw how upset I looked
I had my hood up
I didn't do my normal intro
I didn't have a coke
I didn't curse
I didn't even talk to tubbo or ranboo
Ranboo noticed
"Yo tommy u ok?" Ranboo asked concerned.
Ranboo was the only one who knew about y/n
I tried to tell tubbo but he was "busy"
"Ill tell u off stream ok"
"Ok I hope it's not about Allie" ranboo said
Allie is their code name for u
"Oh um- lets start the stream" I said stoping the topic
"Tommy end the stream rn we need to talk now" ranboo said upset that it was about her
"Ok bye chat" I said and clicked end stream
"Vc 2"
"Ok"
"What happened to y/n"
"She left me a note"
I read the letter to ranboo
This is when the tears started flowing from my eyes
"Tommy it's ok just relax turn off your pc and rest"
"Ok :("

I sat on my bed
Crying
She left a hoodie here
I grabbed it and healed it tight
I never let go
Never wanted to
It smelt like her
I kept thinking about the time she fell asleep next to me and cuddled up on me
I never wanted that to end
By there we are
I cant see her again
In the letter she was saying how I kept her alive
I broke into tears everytime
It hurt that we weren't laughing together in my room anymore
I put my airpods in
And of corse the first song is The night we met by Lord Huron
I cried all night
I really love that girl
I want her to be my best friend till the day i die
Skip like 2 day
I still haven't eaten anything
I cant keep doing this to myself
I need to eat
I've tried but I cant
Everything hurts
i just want to be ok
But I'm not
I need y/n to survive
I just lost my everything
I went on a walk to clam down
I saw y/n outside
And Scott.........
Y/n was gasping for air
Scott was hitting her.......
Her shit was on the lawn
Scott saw me and dragged her back into the house by the hair
I felt my heart ace
Like so badly
I wanted to break in their
But couldn't
Ranboo always texted me
Nothing from tubbo
Wow my best friends bestfriend is texting me more
Tubbo would say
Hey can u stream today
Or
Hey can u help me stream today
Nothing to much
Nothing like
Are u ok my man
Or
Please say ur ok
Nothing
It hurt like a bitch
I hated every part of  that
I went on Twitter
Someone tweeted a picture of y/n on my back while me running and both of us laughing
I deleted everything
Blocked everyone
But my mom dad ranboo Dominic and y/n

Fuck boi 😫🔪
You
yo how's y/n

Fuck boy 😫🔪
Idk she hasn't left her room
You
Oh ok bye.....:(

I give up
I tweeted one last time
Tommyinnit
Hi guys this is it. This might be the last time you see me. Last stream might me tonight. I'm sorry everyone. But it's for my own good

Tubbo-ok :)
Ranboo- tommy please.... don't go :(
Dadza-tommy u don't mean it rright
Reply to dadza- I mean it :(
Reply to tommyinnit-dadza- no please stay :(
Wilbur- my man stop ik ur hurting every will be ok
Reply to wilbur- hahahahahahha no it won't
Fan- WUT NO NO NO NO PLEASE STAY I CANT LOSE YOU STOP TOMMY PLEASE. NO :( 🥺💔
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A/n
Ow this hurt to write
I crying rn :(
750 words pog.....