you guys arent gonna like me for this one
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one year.
one year since it all crashed
i walk into school everyday, without tommy because he was one year older then me and just graduated.
"where's adam"
"i bet he killed him self to get away from her"
"adam is probably so happy to be dead"
it's like hell everyday
i go through sleepless nights
"my favorite blonde 🫶🫶🫶"
t - y/n.
y/n - hi mamas
t - can i come over.
yn - yes !!
i heard someone walk inside my room
"hey my boy"
"hey hun, um."
"are you okay"
"im moving."
"no you're not."
"no"
"actually"
"yes." tommy said with a tear falling
"when AND WHERE" im breaking i can't loose him
"america. and im moving friday"
"it's wednesday though."
"that's not far"
i really can't do this tonight
"can we hangout all day and tomorrow"
"yes. let's go get lunch"
wow. i can't take this, but i'll enjoy it while he's still here
he drives me to a cliff we like to visit
"will i see u again"
"i'm only moving for a year"
"oh"
it's okay y/n, just a year
the sun is going down. that means the time together is ending
"i love you toms"
"i love you too y/n"
we get back to my room, we're laying in my bed talking about memories
"omg and remember when we first met! i remember as soon as i went in the house i kept yelling to adam that i met yo" i stopped
"god i fucking miss him"
"hes till her, just in our memories"
"i dont wanna talk about him tonight, tonight is about us"
"yeah, lets go to sleep."
we hugged eachother to sleep
what am i going to do all alone.
- friday morning -
todays the day
fuck
"do you have to go?" i asked
"i wish i didn't, i'll miss u so so so much" he sniffled
"this isn't a goodbye, we'll see eachother soon"
" yeah, soon" i tried to smile
"cya soon" he said and kissed me
i'm gonna miss him
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i'm sitting all alone in my bed, staring at the ceiling
i'm going to go for a walk
i get myself up, grab my bag, put some sweats on i wore a oversized nirvana shirt since it was still warmish out, threw on old worn out uggs my keys and left,
i got in the car and just drove, music up not thinking about anything, im just focusing on the road, not knowing where i want to go.
-plz just act likes she's 18 now 💀💀-
i saw a liquor store near where i was,
i kept thinking
i mean im already 18
i could do whatever i want
my life has crashed already
what's the fucking difference
i pulled into the parking lot
got out of the car
grabbing the gallon sized bottle of tito's, acouple white claws, and some flavored vodka
i'm 18 i'm just living life right now
i paid and actually there was a smoke shop right next door, fuck it
i walked in
"hey can i get a watermelon and blue raz carts"
"yup"
i got my shit and left
i went in the car, still sober and drove to the beach, there was a cliff near, i climbed up the cliff (this isn't going that way do even think ab it) and just sat there
i popped open a pineapple white claw and just sat and thought
"i guess you're heart broken too"
i heard this voice
i turned around
it was a guy with fluffy brown hair, tall, brown eyes, he looked a mess, but so did i
"yeah my boyfriend moved to america and im convinced he's gonna break up with me for some odd reason" i slipped
"im tyler"
"i'm y/n, i like that name, tyler, it has some sort of ring to it"
"thank you, y/n is a beautiful name
he sat next to me
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NO WAY - a tommyinnit famfic
Fanfictiony/n and her younger sister gia grew up with strong hate from their mother and father. they moved in with her best friend adam and his brothers, scoot and ryan. after some time they ended up moving to britan. y/n use to have a obsession w a boy tommy...
