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You opened your phone to this "YOU HIT YOUR 3 MONTH CLEAN MILESTONE" From i am sober. You felt happy finally like an actual happy. This may be your chance to be able to use razors again. Today was the day you felt something while hanging out with tommy. Like not sad, i'm happy but the way he cared for me after he saw my arm was adorable. Him and Dominic were the only ones i have left. I was looking through my feed and saw a message from ex/bsf/n (ex best friends name)
there/name
someone hit 3 months today
i wish you didn't
DIE
SLICE YOUR ARM
YOU'RE USELESS
YOUR MOM WAS BETTER
I HATE YOU
KYS
i hope you do :)
I thought about it
she was right i should throw it down the drain
I ran to the bathroom
Thank god everyone was asleep
it's 4am
I reached for the r@zor
and within 3 seconds
"are you sure you want to reset" pop up
you clicked yes
your scars on the leg was gone
so you scared them up
You heard a knock
"Y/n? It's Tommy I heard crying are you ok?" Tommy asked
Shit
how is he here
"did Dominic let you in?"
"yea he heard you too"
"great"
"let.me.in.y/n.
"no"
"let . me . fucking . in"
"fine"
"y/n"
I fall into his arms
screaming and crying
i started to panic
"shhhh it's ok y/n i'm always here"
"tommy.."
"yes"
"i-I can't b-breath"
"it's ok count to ten"
"1"
"2"
"3"
"4"
"5"
"6"
"7"
"8"
"9"
"10"
"good good"
Tommy pulled me into his chest playing with my hair
He got a call
from a mate in school
"ayo tommy what's up.. i'm coming over ok"
"no you're not"
"why"
"i'm with someone"
"ok? and just go back to your house"
"please don't leave tommy..."
"sorry Jason no thank you i'm staying with y/n"
"fuck you"
Jason hung up the phone
i started to shiver
"here"
he gave me his hoodie
"but i'll get all my tears on it"
"i don't care"
"are you sure"
"yes y/n put it on"
i put it on
i heard thunder
i'm not scared of it
i was just not listening
so shoved my head into tommys chest
"oof i'm right here"
"so?"
"you're shoved into my chest"
"oh. sorry"
" no no i like it"
"aw"
"hey want to stay at mines tonight"
"yea"
"Dominic i'm going to stay at tommys tonight''
"ok can i get a hug if that's ok with tommy"
"yea it's fine with me"
I go and hug him
"y/n are you ok"
"no"
"tell me tomorrow "
"ok"
"i love you"
"love you too mr. alex"
"you know i mean as friends right"
"duh"
"i would never mean it as a realtionship"
"same"
"besides i know you like chloe"
you and Dom call Tommy Chloe
Tommy didn't hear us though
"bye alex"
"bye pollar (his nickname for you)"
"Ready?"
"Ofc"
"BYEEEE DOMINIC"
"BYEEE Y/N"
"i heard some of your conversation"
"what did you here"
"you guys said i love you"
"oh"
"but then i heard as friends"
"ok"
"let's go
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NO WAY - a tommyinnit famfic
Fanfictiony/n and her younger sister gia grew up with strong hate from their mother and father. they moved in with her best friend adam and his brothers, scoot and ryan. after some time they ended up moving to britan. y/n use to have a obsession w a boy tommy...
