NO WAY - a tommyinnit famfic

greiving

it's the next morning, tyler and allie left, now it's me a toby.

"i can't believe tommy did that" he softly spoke, teenage dirtbag lowly playing in the background

"yeah, life fucking sucks, love is useless, boyfriends are dicks, men are cunts" i laughed

"yup. but we got eachother right?"

"till the end" me and him cheered out bottles and took a large sip

TIME SKIP- 7 MONTHS AFTER THE BREAKUP

now playing - WHERED ALL THE TIME GO?

where'd all the time go? it's starting to flyyyy

"time is flying by"

"yeah."

"you know. me you tyler and allie should all just stop dating and live with eachother" toby suggested

"honestly. fuck it i have nothing to loose, you and tyler can buy the house next door, me and allie can get this house" i smiled

we're gonna do this

but before allie moves in. we have to clean out his room

toby left to buy this house, i guess it was time to clean it

i opened the door. everything was same

first i went to his bed

ripping off his sheets, blankets, pillows. i folded them up and put them in a bucket

next was the night stand, right next to it was a picture of us when we were little

this won't be easy

he had a photo wall

i took that down

about an hour later the room was empty. plain

i sat in there awhile

just thinking

adam doesn't know me and tommy broke up

i should visit his grave

i got up, grabbed my liquor and carts and got in my car and drove to his grave

i arrived at his gravestone

i sat there and i let everything out

the damage his loss did to me

how much i miss him

me and tommy broke up

i lost everyone

allie is doing good

i made a new friend

his name is tyler

how much i love him

i was there for hours and hours

just crying

soon enough i was wasted.

j couldn't stand up