I have never felt so scared
so anxious about anything as
I feel about this
it could be because it's out of
my control I feel scared
knowing I can't control what's
about to happen
can't control if everything
comes tumbling down and starts
ripping apart at the seams
it's terrifying knowing that no
matter what I do it could
still end badly
if this goes wrong I will
literally have to reason to live
because my reason will be gone
would dissappear run away
just because of something
like this
that's probably why I feel
so terrified because no matter
what I do it's out of my control
if my reason to live leaves
or not and knowing that if
my reason to live do leave
so do I
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Poems
PoetryI scream till my voice gives out Till my lungs cave in Till my heart beats like a drum Till the blood rushes to my face Till the silence afterwards makes me think I went deaf 'Cause I'm so used to the sound of my own pain I scream until my body stop...
