Anxiously I watch the clock
The hours ticking by slowly
Waiting for the clock to strike twelve
Now is the time for sleeping
But I use it to
Cut scream purge cry and feel guilty
It's just one day out of many
They all fade into memories as the time goes
Now the memories fade away
Only to be replaced by new ones
That will eventually fade too
Because nothing lasts forever
Everything disappears
And nobody stays
Slowly fading away like smoke from a fire
Except this fire is everlasting
The old smoke always being replaced
Replaced with new darker smoke
Like my memories is replaced with new
The new ones darker and bloodier
All clean air has been replaced
It's gone
And it's never coming back.
YOU ARE READING
Poems
ŞiirI scream till my voice gives out Till my lungs cave in Till my heart beats like a drum Till the blood rushes to my face Till the silence afterwards makes me think I went deaf 'Cause I'm so used to the sound of my own pain I scream until my body stop...