It's been over a year since the last time me with my boyfriend, part of reason could control. Part of some reasons that couldn't control.
I know the covid-19 ruins a lot people's life and plans, everyone has to be stopped and paused at this moment, look back forward, nothing has changed that much. No one knows what will happen in the next moment, but I hate it. I hate that things out of my control, and I can do nothing to help it, distracting/work hard/sleeping/depression. What else could I do? I just wish the virus could end tomorrow, I want to meet my boyfriend and i want to be with my boyfriend, I don't want to cry this time. But thinking of not being with my boyfriend right now makes me really upset.........I think I'm a pussy. I love him a lot.....
To be continued....
