!!!!!!TW!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!Mention of emotional abuse and family trauma!
I go to the hospital wing after class, to visit Ron. I know he is getting out this week, but I don't know when. Until then, I will visit him everyday. I open the doors, and notice something.
Ron isn't in his hospital bed. The hospital bed looked like it hadn't been used for a while. What? Where could he be? I know he can walk and shit but still. I start to look around, until I hear a familiar voice
"Came to visit so soon?" I turn around to see my red headed boy standing there, with the biggest smile on his face. I run up to him and jump and give him a hug. I wrap my arms around his neck, as he grabs my under leg to pick me up, as I wrap my legs around his waist. I ask while my head was buried in his shoulder
"Did Madame Humphrey discharge you?!", the biggest smile spread across my face.
"Yeah she did, earlier today darling", he said in the happiest tone.
He put my down and I grabbed his face, while standing on my tip toes. I kissed him so passionately, and he did the same.
I let go and he happily said
"Lets go to my dorm okay? We can get dinner in the dining hall later?"
I want to so bad, you don't know how bad I want to go to his dorm. To be in his arms alone, without anyone there but him and I. But I couldn't, I promised Hermione that I would study with her and Ginny, she has begged me to help her with Potions. And now I had to break it to him.
"Ron, you have no idea how good that sounds, but I promised Mione and Gin that I would help them with Potions, tomorrow?"
"PLEASEEEEE" He nagged, but I had to go.
"Ronnn I'm sorry, If I have time I will come visit your dorm later okay?"
"Ugh fine, why do you have to be such a good friend? Go, I'll see you later".
"Thank you love", I kiss him on the cheek real quick, and whisper in his ear
"Goodbye", He chuckled and whispered into my ear
"Goodbye darling".
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"GIN ITS SO EASY!! HOLY SHIT"
"OKAY WELL IF ITS SO EASY, THEY YOU JUST DO IT!!"
"ITS LITERALLY YOUR HOMEWORK GIN, I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP!!"
This yelling match is great, reminding me of life before it was just me and my mom.
"Gin, I'm sorry, I'm just trying to help, lets take it slow okay?"
She nodded her head, acknowledging that she was sorry as well, we continued to work.
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Gosh, after 2 hours she finally got it, with Mione and I's help. I get dinner and bring it into my room. I am EXHAUSTED. I put on a sweatshirt Ron gave me. Its red, with a little yellow Gryffindor lion in the top left corner. On the left sleeve, written in cursive, was "Gryffindor". I wear it so much around the dorm, it is the comfiest sweatshirt ever. It even smells like him.
I crawl into bed, and I fall into a deep dark dream.
*dream*
"DAD PLEASE JUST STOP! MOM ISN'T DOING ANYTHING WRONG!!" I shouted at my dad, trying to get him to stop screaming at my mom. He was obviously drunk out of his mind.
"NICK NICK STOP! NOT INFRONT OF OUR DAUGHETR, PLEASE!" Tears streaming down her face, her eyes darkened with terror.
"YOU ACTUAL SLUT! I DON'T CARE IF SHES HERE CLAIRE, SHE MEANS NOTHING TO ME ANYWAYS!"
nothing? I mean nothing to my father, am I really just a burden?
"NICK?! HOW DARE YOU, GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, NOW!!!"
"YOUR HOUSE? YOUR HOUSE CLAIRE? YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET YOU AND YOUR DISGARCE OF A DAUGHTER! I AM NEVER COMING BACK!"
And with that, he grabs his things, and runs out the door.
The door slams and-
*end dream*
"no, NO DAD PLEASE DON'T DO TH-" I wake up, hysterical.
I manage to calm myself down after a few minutes. My pillow soaked with tears. I haven't had a nightmare in forever, I-I
I can't go back to sleep, I need someone, someone who knows my flaws and has seen me at my lowest.
I arrive at his dorm, and open it. I notice that Neville and Dean aren't in there beds. That's unusual. It's 3am, where else could they be? Whatever, I shouldn't concern myself with that. I see Ron's bed, and I walk over. I notice him asleep, but I need someone. I open up the covers. And he senses that its me. He rolls to his side, facing me, and I crawl into his bed, he wraps his arm around me and pulls me close. He whispers
"I guess you did come to my dorm after all", he says sarcastically , but notices that I don't laugh, or even crack a smile.
"Are you okay darling?"
"Nightmare, and a horrible one too"
"Stay with me love, now close your eyes, goodnight"
With that I fell asleep, cuddled into his arm, feeling his warmth. I have never felt more safe in my life.
"Goodnight, I love you" I whisper, hoping he didn't hear that last part.
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Xoxo, Ronald Weasley
Storie d'amoreYou have always had a crush on the red headed goofy boy, but were always too stubborn to admit it. He starts to reciprocate feelings, but relationships can be a bumpy road. You find yourself questioning your feelings and need answers, but he never s...
