Please don't judge me

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Milliana's POV
I woke up in the middle of the night. I had a tank top on with no bra and I had some shorts on. I went to the kitchen to grab some water. "What are you doing?" Jahseh said, making me jump. "I didn't know you were out here." I said. "I heard a noise so I came to make sure everything was ok." He said.

He looked down examining my body. "Oh sorry I didn't think no one would be out here." I said. He chuckled. "Nah you good." He said and grabbed and grabbed some cookies out the pantry. "Well goodnight." He said. I nodded and finished my water, going back to the room. I went back to sleep.

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I woke up and got dressed. I get the keys to my house today and I'm so happy. I smelled food so I went to the kitchen to see what was happening. Cleo was cooking. "Good morning." She said. "Same to you." I said and smiled. She handed me a plate as I sat across from Jahseh at the table.

"So I hear that your getting the keys to your house today?" Cleo said, coming into the dining room sitting a plate down for her and aiden. "I am." I said with a smile. "Well Jahseh will be happy to assist you." She said. He looked at her.

"Actually I have a charity thing to do." He said. "Ohh she could go with you so she could see more of the city." She said. I hesitantly smiled. "Yea sure." I said. We finished eating and left in his car. "We can go get your keys first because I know how important this is and I gotta pick up some stuff before the event." He said. I nodded. I laid back a little bit and closed my eyes. He chuckled.

"What?" I said. "Are you tired?" he asked. "Yea I couldn't really sleep." I said. "I thought you went back to sleep last night." He responded. "Well yea, but it just took some time." I said and yawned. "Well just put where we supposed to go and I'll wake you up when we get there." He said and I did as told.
I nodded and put the address in the GPS.

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Me and Jah are on the way to his charity event. "So how you feeling bout your new house." He said. "I'm happy I guess but what imma do now." I sighed. "Well what do you wanna do?" He asked. "I don't really know, I write songs sometimes..." I said. "Well let me hear something." He said as I chuckled.

"Uhh... ok I guess but don't judge because I'm not that good." I warned. He nodded, waiting for me to go. "If I don't say nothing... what would make you think something, I just wanna chill, I don't wanna feel... but I could see this and I swear I shoulda known better." I sung and then stopped.

"You sound good, you should tweak the lyrics and sound a little but you should try and pursue singing." He smiled a lil. "I don't know." I said. "Being able to write your own songs and sing is a rare ass talent and that song is beautiful." He said.

"Fineee, I'll try but no guarantees." I said and laughed. We soon pulled up to charity event and I helped him get things out the car so that we could bring them in the building.

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Jahseh is now taking questions from the people and he seems so happy to be talking to them. "Is that your girlfriend?" One of the kids asked, pointing at me. My face went blank and I looked towards him. He looked at me and chuckled.

"No, she my friend." He said as he motioned for me to come toward him and I did. He hugged me in front of everyone. "You can introduce yourself to them if you'd like." I nervously grabbed the mic and introduced myself. After I was done I gave his mic back. He gave a soft smile and turned toward the kids. I went back to where I was.

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We just finished putting things in my house and Im extremely tired but jahseh had helped me until we were finished so the least I could do is offer him some food and something to drink. "Im gonna make something to eat. Would you like some wine?" I said. "Uhh...yea." He said.

I poured me and him some wine and started cooking and letting the water boil as I sat by jahseh. "Thank you for today." I smiled, thinking about it. "Your welcome, I enjoyed hanging out with you." He responded. I nodded, "your fans are so genuine." I said out of nowhere. He smiled. "Yea, they are sometimes it's overwhelming but I don't know... they keep me going." He said.

I stared into his eyes, admiring how he talked about his fans. You could tell that he had so much love for them. "That's good. Sometimes I don't know how I didn't give up on myself but I didn't ." I said as I got up and started tending to the food. "Maybe for better days." He said. "Cheers to that." I said as we both did cheers. I went back to our food. I finished cooking and put out food on plates as we ate.

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We both just got done eating and Jahseh is getting ready to leave. "Here's my number, so we can start your music." He said as he gave me his number and I nodded. He hugged me and then left. I locked everything up and washed the dishes. I went and took a shower and then went to sleep.

To be continued...