Please don't judge me

6

Milliana's POV
I woke up and got ready for whatever was happening today. I'm actually kind of excited to go to the studio today. I figured I'd order some things while I'm waiting to leave. Jahseh texted me, letting me know he won't be here until later so I decided to go grocery shopping. Once I was done I got home and put everything up.

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Jahseh texted me letting me know he was here. I grabbed my stuff, locked my door and left. I got in the car and it was kinda awkward, I didn't know if I should hug him or dap him up. "You look nice." I said to try and break the awkward silence. "Thanks, I had to go to this event with my friends." I nodded.

It got quiet again and this time I didn't know what I could say to break this silence. We pulled up to the studio not to long after that and I started to get nervous. When we got into the studio I thought there would be a producer and engineer in there but there wasn't. "Umm... where the engineer and producer?" I asked. "I can produce and engineer so you don't need them." I didn't really know how to feel about that but I went over the lyrics and how I would sing them with him.

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Me and jahseh are listening to how the song came out, it was better than I expected. "Damn you did good." He said. "Thank you!" I said happily. I kinda stood there awkwardly because I didn't know what to do. "We should go celebrate" he said. "I don't know I-" he cut me off. "Look trust me you need to celebrate." I nodded, giving in. We left the studio. I didn't know exactly where we were going but I just sat there. I didn't know what to say or do. We pulled up to this house. I was confused because I didn't know who his house it was or why we were here.

" where are we?" I asked. He sat in silence for a moment then he looked at me. "I used to live here.. matter fact I made my first songs here." He said and smiled a little. I was going to say something but he interrupted me "it wasn't the best living conditions but if I hadn't been in those conditions I can't say that I would be where I am now." I smiled. All of a sudden he got out the car, he started to wave at me to come out the car I debated on whether I should've done it or not and then I hopped up. We walked up to the house and Jahseh pulled out some keys.

He went up to the house and he open the door. I was nervous to go in but I did. He led me through the house and showed me everything and told me about his time in the house. I didn't expect him to tell me all of this so I was shocked. He gave the house one more good look and then we went outside that when he locked it.

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Jahseh is just dropping me off home. I checked my phone seeing that it's 12:30 a.m. I was about to get out but I turned to him. "You know you can just stay over, it's late and I know you're probably tired." I gave him a reassuring smile.

"Uhh..." he sat there and thought about it for a while.  "Yeah ok that's fine I guess." He said and we both got out of the car. Once we were inside I went to the closet and grabbed 3 towels and brought it done to him. "Here, just in case you wanna take a shower even though you can probably wait until tomorrow." I laughed a little.

"Goodnight Milli" he said. I said it back and walked up to my room to go to sleep.

To be continued...

A/N ~ I know this is a short chapter I'm trying my best to move to move this story along and move into the plot more which is why some of the chapters will be short with tho at being said thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed💗