𝗬𝗢𝗨; 𝗡.𝗟

Chapter 3

TW: abuse, mentions of smut but no actual smut, mentions of rape

I didn't proof read lol

I'm trapped.

My life is trapped in the endless cycle of pretend. I have to pretend to love Draco I have to pretend to scream his name when he fucks me.

And he does it often. More often then I can take. I feel sore down there all the time I can hardly pee.

I was a virgin before Neville. When Neville fucked me i enjoyed it. A lot. I was actually screaming his name, but when Draco fucks me i feel lifeless and even when I have finished 3 times and he still isn't done.

He never stops it usually takes him about 45 minutes to finish. It hurts so bad and I'm suffering badly.

The whole time he is fucking me im trying to imagine Neville in his place. Sometimes I try and smile at Neville and wave at him in the halls. He just gives me a cold stare and keeps walking.

I miss him.

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Neville POV

It's been about a month since me and Collette and I'm better then ever. I'm now dating Hannah and I'm so happy she is the light of my life. Although she has been a bit distant lately. I'm sure she just needs some space like everyone does sometimes though so it's fine.

I don't really even think about Collette anymore I suppose that whatever happened before just needs to stay in the past.

We're history.

"Hello my love" I walk up to Hannah kissing her cheek gently.

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Collette POV

Merlin when does this torture end. I can't take this anymore I just feel so sick all the time. I just want o throw up every time draco puts his hands on my waist.

I know he sleeps with other girls too which makes it even worse.

I caught him sleeping with Hannah Abbott about a week ago.

I was planning on telling Neville but every time I try and talk to him he just turns away. I don't know what is his problem it's not like we were ever dating or anything. I just wish that none of this ever happened.

I hate myself for what Draco has done to me. He has ruined every ounce of me and i constantly feel like I'm drowning.

I feel like I should tell Neville about Hannah. Or at least try too. But he won't talk to me I won't talk to him if that's how he wants it.

"CAT" I hear Draco call my "name" I turn around swiftly. "Yes m-my dear" I place my hands behind my back waiting for his request.

"I saw you talking to that little ravenclaw boy. WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT TALKING TO BOYS!" He screams at me and I start to quiver in fear. 

"I-I'm sorry draco I shouldn't have spoken to him it won't happen ag-" and then it hits me...literally.

Draco had hit me for the first time. Slapped me right across the face.

I feel a single tear slide down my cheek and a burning sensation on my face.

"Stop crying you pathetic fucking whore" he hits me again.

He pushes me to the ground.

He kicks me repeatedly.

"I hope you have learned your lesson now. Get up!" I try to stand up the best I could without slouching. My ribs hurt badly.

"Kiss me" I didn't want to kiss him but I didn't really have a choice. I lean in too kiss his cold dry lips.

"I'm going to sleep with Hannah Abbott again I'll see you later cat" and with that he walks away and I sink the the floor sobbing in pain.

I lift my shirt to see bruises on my rib cage. I didn't know how I was going to walk to the hospital wing.

"Collette?" I turn my head too see my best friend. "Dean thank god" my voice was shaking so we're my hands.

"Oh my merlin Cole what happened" he kneels down beside me. I couldn't tell him.

"I just fell down the stairs again" I chuckle to try and cover the sobs.

"I told you to be carful about that. We need to get you too the hospital wing"

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Neville POV

I hate being so clumsy. I cut my hand open once again because I dropped a stupid plant on the floor.

I finally make it to the hospital wing when I hear Dean and Collette talking about something. I hate to listen in but I was interested.

"Cole your lying you don't get a black eye from falling down the stairs" I hear Dean say.

"It was just an accident" then I hear her voice. It was shaking almost as if she was scared it sounded like she had just been crying.

I finally walk in because my hand was starting to hurt badly now.

"Oh hey nev!" Dean waves me over so I walk over to them.

That's when I finally see Cole. She had bruises all on her stomach she had a black eyes and almost looks like a hand print on her left cheek.

I didn't want to just ask her is someone had did that to her. But it was pretty clear someone had hurt her..

And badly.

"Oh merlin Collette what happened" I was genuinely concerned for her.

"I had just fallen down some stairs not big deal"

She was lying I could see it.

"Your lying" I point out the obvious.

"What? I am not lying." She tries to defend.

"The hand print on your cheek says different. You don't just get a black eye from falling down the stairs. It looks as if someone was kicking you by the bruises on you ribs cage. The only question is was who did it collette."

Something to know about me is that I know what it is like to get beat up. I know exactly what it looks like and how it feels. I can point out things like that in a heart beat.

I mean I grew up getting beatings everyday.

"Wait no he is right" Dean points out.

"Who the fuck hurt you Collette. Who do I need to kill" Dean starts to get defensive.

Cant blame him.

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