𝗬𝗢𝗨; 𝗡.𝗟

Chapter 6

3 years later...year 7

Neville POV

I rarely ever think about her anymore..if you asked me her last name I don't think I could even remember. Our breakup was well...not the best that's for sure and it is a long long story.

2 years ago
Flashback
Neville POV

I knew I loved Collette. But honestly I just couldn't find where that love was anymore. It wasn't in my heart my soul my eyes. I start to doubt if that love is even there anymore...the butterfly's i once had ever time I saw her flew away. They were just gone and they were to quick to catch.

When I looked into her eyes they were just..eyes. I didn't see the stars I didn't see our future they were just eyes.

I always knew I loved collette which why I almost killed for her. But slowly over time I just fell out of love. I didn't even know that was possible

sometimes Cupid's arrows are faulty I suppose.

I walk in collettes dorm so I can have a talk with her about me moving on from this relationship.

"Hey collette can we talk" she was sitting there reading some book. I was devastated to break her heart.

"Sure of course Neville" she patted the seat beside her. I slowly walk over to her and take a seat. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest as I sit down on the soft mattress.

"Collette..I love you greatly and you know that. But I just don't think that I can date you anymore. The love I once fell for you has soon vanished and I don't think that it is going to come back ever again." I advert my eyes to the wall.

She pulls my face to look her in the eyes.

Once again. Just eyes.

I could see the tears swelling up in her eyes. It was like she was looking for something in my eyes.

After that she got up and left.

She left all her stuff here at hogwarts but she was just gone.

I haven't heard from collette since.

End of flashback

Neville POV

Ever since then I have not seen collette. Of course it hurt at first that she just up and left because I still wanted to be her friend. But she has been off the radar for years. Even Dumbledore couldn't find her. She is just a women from my past.

But after she left about 5 months after I started dating Hannah Abbott again. I am very happy with her and truly in love again. I know she cheated on me and all but she said that Draco manipulated her and threatened her. I have no clue what he threatened her with but I never bothered to ask.

But sometimes I do miss collette. Rarely but sometimes. I try not to think about her a lot but when I'm sad sometimes I just think about the time in the rain where we first got together and it makes me feel safe.

But I still don't love her of course,  I love Hannah.

Hannah has always been here. After collette before collette. She will always be here and I love her so much.

Collette POV  1year ago journal entry 165 may 6th

I wish I could tell you the truth right now. That I'm at some other fancy boarding school. But that would be lie and I'm not exactly allowed to tell the truth. If I wrote it down in the book and anyone found it I would be killed. After Neville I got myself into...well I can't say. But I got myself into something. After Neville I was so heartbroken I felt like I piece of my soul was ripped out. So I learned to block the emotions. As they would say from that stupid teen vampire show.."I flipped the switch" I suppose.

I went to someone when I left Hogwarts. Someone you would probably never guess but you would try. Well maybe you would guess. But if you do you will be surprised.

Neville Longbottom ruined my life. When I blocked my emotions I had to focus on at least 1 of my emotions. And that was anger. And I was angry.. I was going to kill Neville Longbottom even if it was the last thing I do.

End of journal entry.

Sorry for not posting guys. But I'm back now regular posts again.

I know most people are here for smut but trust me IT IS COMING I SWEAR. I just want to develop some type of build up.

But yeah that's about it I hope you enjoyed the chapter

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