𝗬𝗢𝗨; 𝗡.𝗟

Chapter 10

This chapter contains SLIGHT sexual content

"Hello mother" I whisper looking down at the ground.

"Colletteiver" she states sharply..god I hated when she used my full name. "Did you completely the dark lords task as he asked you too..?" My mother asks me.

"No mother not yet but I still have some time" I plead. "Yes colletteiver you have TIME not much at that get it over with now so you understand me...I expect better from you Colletteiver"

"I am sorry mother.." I look up at her disappointed face.

"You are dismissed" she turns away from me.

"Thank you mother" I scurry off.

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I quickly bolt the door and walk down the stairs to where Neville is. He sitting in the chair blankly staring at a wall.

"Longbottom?" I question in a rude tone.

"Longbottom we don't have much time I have to get this over with now."

that made him perk up and look at me with a scared expression. "B-but you said we still had time.. You don't do this Colette you told me THERE WAS TIME" he stand up from his chair walking over to me.

"Longbottom do not raise your voice at me...sometimes things change sit back down."

I didn't know what to do..I wanted to kill the boy..right? Why was it so hard to do 1 simple thing. What is wrong with me.

I walk over to his chair doing  a simple spell to tie his arms and legs to the chair. I grab my wand holding it to his throat.

"Collette please.." he begs.

I was over it I just wanted to get this down..

"Collette..I know after everything that happened you are hurt I KNOW I was a wreck when you were gone but you don't have to do this.."

"YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO LONGBOTTOM!" I felt tears trickle down my face and I quickly wiped them away..this is pathetic of me if my mother saw me right now she would kill me herself.

"Collette just put the wand down and let me talk..give me 2 minutes to change your mind that's all I ask for"

I lower my wand slowly my interest getting the best of me.

"Collette. I have known you since we were 11..you were always the happy bubbly little girl you were always the brightest person in the room with the most perfect smile and cutest laugh. I remember when we danced in the rain to that stupid song you loved and I gave you my sweater..I saw you still have it which means you still care and you still have a heart in there. Collette when we ended the reason I broke up with you was because I was young and stupid.. and knowing that I am the reason you are how you are today pains me. You were always the light in the dark for everyone not just me..and I will always remember that. I also know you still care because we kissed last night I know that the Collette I used to know is still there..." he finishes with tears rolling down his face.

I stare at him blankly a single tear rolling down my cheek. "Neville..." I let a small sigh and more tears come down. I raise my wand to undo the restraints and I pull him up by his shirt and kiss him. The kiss wasn't like the one last night it was passionate and rough.

I pull away from the kiss looking up into his eyes as all the memories come back to me. I was falling victim to his love all over again. 

"Neville what am I supposed to do...if I don't kill you we both die.."

"Let's run away" Neville suggests.

"W-what" I question stunned by his reply. "We can run away somewhere far away..like America or something but we will run away to a cottage of some sort we can live our own life we can have kids we can raise them far far away from this all..it will be hard but it will be worth it because we will do it together.."

"Neville your talking crazy that will never work.." I sigh. "It's worth a shot..but for now you can come back to hogwarts and finish your schooling then we can do it we can leave." Neville was in fact talking crazy but he is right.

"What do we have to lose collette"

"Nothing" I reply.

"But there is a huge hole in your plan...how are we going to get away from Voldemort. If he finds out that I didn't kill you he will kill us both.."

"We will cross that bridge when we get to it but right now all I want to do is kiss you again." Neville puts his hand on my cheek.

"Then do it" I lean up and whisper to him.

He smashed his lips into mind slowly backing me up until we read the "bed" on the floor. He slowly lays me down never once breaking the kiss. He moves his kisses from my lips to my neck leaving love bites in every spot. I let out small sighs and moans as he sucks on my sweet spot whispers sweet nothings into my ear.

I start to get lost in my own thought as I think about this...what am I do right now what about my mother and the dark lord and what about my brother..I shouldn't be doing this.

My breathing starts to become heaving as I panic and Neville quickly picks up on this. "Hey what's wrong" he pulls away "did I do something god I'm so sorry" he starts to panic with me.

"No neville it's nothing you did I just..I'm scared" I sit up beside Neville..

"What are you scared of love.." he asks

"Falling in love with you again" I tear slides down my face..