Hate War

Chapter 61

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Did he abandon me to meet her?

This thought made more warm tears dwell in my eyes. I once again looked up and moved my tears-filled eyes in the whole market to find his familiar face in between so many unknown foreign faces but to my avail, I couldn't find him anywhere. Still, I tried to find his familiar light brown eyes if they were looking at me but I couldn't. 

It made my heart sink more while making me lower my gaze as I started to feel the feeling of being abandoned in a new place starting to enact in me from the pit of my agonizing heart. 

He left me in this unknown place to meet her. 

At this thought, my throat clogged as a big lump formed in the base of my throat making breathing hard for me. So many things came to my mind making my vision more blurry. Now I couldn't even see clearly as more tears started to form in my eyes and run down my cheeks. Old tears slipped and more fresh tears took their place making my vision haze. 

With my head held low, I kept weeping after finding myself in a dismal state. I found myself so alone standing in a place that was full of people. It was not that I couldn't go back to the hotel on my own but the things that I was left alone were making me sob. The only feeling I hated most in my life was getting abandoned by the people whom I loved the most. 

First mom left me even before I could see her and then my dear sister left and now the person I started to trust and had started to lower my guard was doing the same thing to me. Still sobbing I wiped the trails of warm tears away from my face from the back of my hand. 

"Cupcake why are you crying" I heard a familiar distressed-filled voice making me lift my eyes and look at him with blurry vision. I couldn't see clearly but I blinked my eyes to be sure if he was standing in front of me after listening to his voice. I wanted to be sure that I was not just hearing his voice. As I blinked away the tears I saw him standing only a few centimeters away he was looking at me with worried eyes. 

"What happened cupcake why are you crying," he asked again this time looking straight into my eyes. I was still not able to make out he was standing in front of me or it was just a delusion my hurt mind was playing in front of my eyes to soothe the pain I was feeling inside. But in a blink of seconds, he cut the distance between us and he cupped my face with his left hand.

That's when I knew it was not an illusion of my mind as I felt the same electric sensation on my wet cheeks which I feel when he touches me. 

It was not a delusion of my mind he was indeed here standing in front of me looking at me with light brown eyes which were filled with so much concern. Without thinking twice I hugged him tightly while closing my eyes tightly as I felt relief in my weeping heart. I locked both my hands around him as if he would run away from my hold. His body was still for a second as I hugged him out of blue but he wrapped his hand tightly around my pitted frame as he saw my actions. We stayed like this for I don't know until when. 

I just wanted to get rid of the heavy feeling I was feeling. I took a deep breath of relief in his scent while tightening my hold more on his big frame if it was even possible. When I felt contained  I slowly opened my eyes only to find people looking at us with some amusement and some curious look in their eyes as we were standing in the middle of the crowded market in the tight embrace of each other.