Letting Go

Chapter 4 Temptations

Hey guys! Sorry I didn't update sooner. Was kinda busy. But I'll make it up to you guys with this!

  Sean's POV 

  Those lips had me hypnotized! I've never met a girl that has had me that  had me that way. Never! I stared longing at her vibrant red hair, that I so desperately wanted to run my fingers through the silky strands! What the hell is wrong with me! People usually say I'm emotionless and cold, but in reality, I'm just extremely shy. It wasn't long before history class ended. The other classes flew by quickly. It was time for lunch and I knew I had to talk to her. I really had to. I was losing it.

 

Jamie's POV 

  "Hey, girl, wassup?" Ali yelled. She was coming from the line, with Alex behind her. "Nothing much" I shrugged. "What's wrong?" Ali asked me. I looked down, not wanting her to see my eyes. I really liked Sean, but I don't   know how to tell him. We've  been going to the same school for years and I've never met a guy like him that can makes me feel I can't breathe. I've never felt that way before. "Earth to Jamie, Jamie to Earth!" Ali yelled. "Huh?" My head jerked up to meet her anxious hazel ones. "Sorry" I said. "I think Sean has taken over my daily thoughts" I said. "I did?" A sexy, melodic voice made me turn around to meet Sean's gorgeous eyes. It's a crime to be so gorgeous and not realize it. "Hey, Sean" I said shyly. My heart skipped about 2 beats, my breath quickened and my palms got really sweaty. "So what goes on?" Sean said. "N-Nothing much" I stammered. What was he doing to me? I sighed. We talked until the bell rang, interrupting us. Whew! I hadn't even  realized how fast time had flown. We made our way to drama. Mrs. Rust came in dramatically screaming at us. The whole class chuckled and class went by quickly, then school ended.

  I went home quickly, taking Aaliyah, Alex and Sean with me, only to see a  new car parked in the driveway. I looked at it and gasped. The car was a black Ferrari and had a giant pink bow on it. On a small piece of white paper, I saw my mom's handwriting, "Thanks for being there for me sweetie. You deserve something nice. Yours truly, Mom. Omg! Ali and I screamed so loud,I'm pretty sure the whole neighbourhood heard us! "No freaking way!" I yelled. I got a car! I got a car! Sean looked at me, and I melted. Ooh, those eyes. We went into the house, and made some snacks and watched some movies. Alex and Ali were too busy eating off each other's faces. Lovebirds! Alex and Ali left, leaving Sean and I alone. Sean looked at me shyly and glanced back down. I looked at him, drawn in by his beauty. Ooh, how much I wanted to kiss those lips. As if reading my thoughts, he pulled me into his arms and kissed me softly. I arched my back. It felt like fireworks were in my mouth! His tongue was doing wonders with mine. I felt my knees weaken and he held my back and instantly goosebumps came up on my skin. I moaned softly and he kissed me hareder. My need grew painfully as I tried to resist, because I'm a virgin. Yeah, I know. How ironic! His length poked my belly. I giggled into the kiss. He pulled away and asked me, "What are you doing to me?" He whispered seductively. "I don't know" I replied breathlessly, but I liked it. Why do I like these feelings? They scare me. Do I want to feel this? After five minutes, Sean said he had to go home.

  I went upstairs to my room and took a shower. Dad is never home anymore. I'm all by myself. I'm just seventeen! My dad should be home with me but he doesn't give two shits  about me! I shook my head in disbelief. I went to bed, remembering  my kiss.

  The next morning, I woke up, happy. I hopped into my shower, and chose my black leather skirt and white tank top that says DOPE and my ankle boots. I did my hair in lose curls an did a cat eye and I went light and natural. U went downstairs and grabbed some granola bars. I really needed to go shopping soon! I went outside and found  Ali waiting for me. "So, what happened?" Ali questioned. "Oh, nothing" I lied. "You're lying" Ali said. "I know when you're lying." You're my best friend, for God's sake!" "We kissed!" I blurted. "Whaaaaat?" Ali yelled. What have I gotten myself into? She questioned me endlessly, but all she did was making me remember the kiss. How his lips felt, how his hands held me securely, how his minty breath fanned my face and his long lashes touched me cheeks. Wow! Was my imagination that wild? We finally got to school. We saw Alex and Sean waiting for us. I blushed at the sight of Sean. Woah! His smile dazzled like a million diamonds. This boy was driving me insane! And boy am I in deep! Sean quickly kissed my lips  unexpectedly  and I gasped loudly. A small smile played on his lips. The smile that knocked me off my feet......