Letting Go

Chapter 5 Just Another Day

Hey guys! I got the  dreaded writer's block! I was like what am I going to write. This is my first book ever, and I want to put my self out there as a new coming writer. I started to write this book as a project. I want to finish this book, hopefully, one day and write more books.

Jamie's POV 
I parked my car into the driveway and reached over to get my bag from the passenger seat. I closed the door and walked quickly to the front door. Fumbling with the keys, I opened the front door. The lock clicked then turned. I stepped in closing the door. My bag was put in its usual place, my black and white basket in the living room. I felt my phone vibrate. I checked my pocket and fished it out. I had 3 missed calls and two texts all from David, my mom's boyfriend.

David and I are very close. We talk a lot, way more than my "father" and I do. I quickly called him back only to be answered by a raw, raspy voice. That didn't sound like David at all! I yelled "David!". He started to babble something about Mom. I only caught Mom in accident. I was like whaaat? I just couldn't believe what David was telling me. I asked him where he was. He told me he was still at the house. I raced quickly to my car, and started it. As I sat in the car, I had a bad feeling. My stomach dropped and I got tingly chills down my spine.

An hour later, I arrived at the house. I heard the eerie silence before I heard muffled sounds coming from the guest room. I followed the sounds into the room and saw David on the floor, crying. Running over to him, I sat down with him and he hugged me close. We sat on the ground for a couple seconds before he started to tell me what happened. I listened carefully to what he was saying. It was a hit and run accident. My mom was hit and practically left to die by some careless imbecile. I felt anger coursing through my veins at the thought of what happened to my mother. The woman that is my other half. I love my mother a lot. She was my bestfriend, my motivation in life, my model and my mother. I had to clench my teeth to keep my anger at bay. David turned around and immediately read my face. "Jamie, please don't do anything stupid, please. I know you love your mom, and don't get me wrong, I love her too, but just don't do anything you'll regret. "I can't promise you that," I said slowly. "That's my mother no matter what." "I'll talk to you later", I said to David and got into my car. I cruised along the high way trying my hardest not to cry while driving. I can't lose it here. I can't. I pulled up to the St. Cariss Hospital. I got out and locked my car, and walked through the hospital's sliding doors that welcomed me. The waiting room in the hospital was really cold and had 3 vending machines. I walked up to the hospital desk and asked for my mother. I looked at the receptionist's name tag and saw that her name was Nastasia King. Nice name. She looked up from the computer and asked , "Can I help you?" I said, "Uhhh, yes." I would like to know what room Felicia Martin is in". "What's your relationship to her?" She asked me. I said that I was her daughter. "She's in Room 310" the receptionist replied. "Thank you " I said quickly, not wanting to waste another second at the desk. I scanned the halls for Room 310. I found it on the third floor and I slowly opened the door. I gasped at what I saw. Mom had bruises on her arms, her lip was busted up, she was in an arm and leg cast. I tore up seeing her like that.
    Mom opened her eyes and looked at me as lovingly as possible. I smiled to myself at this. I made my way slowly to her bed. She scooted over knowing that I wanted to lay with her. When I was a kid, and I had nightmares or I missed her too much, I'd sleep with her, and she'd wrap her arms around me like a butterfly cocoon. I felt tears on my hand. I looked up and saw that Mom was crying. "I'm such a terrible mother for leaving you behind! I cried everyday knowing that I couldn't stay with your father because of his ways and his drinking habits. I tried and tried to get in contact with your father but he changed the house phone and his cell phone numbers, so I stopped calling, hoping he'd call back. But he didn't". "Mom, don't blame yourself for leaving him. You did what was right. As I grew up I realized that what you did was best for you. He could have taken you away from me". I started to cry. Mom comforted me. "It's okay baby, I'm here". The door creaked a little indicating that someone else was in the room. We both looked up and saw a nurse. She was tall, slender and beautiful with long brown curly hair that fell below at her waistline in a braid. She had a large tray of food in her hands. Mom sat up on the bed to eat. "Bye Mom". I kissed her goodbye and she squeezed my hand. I walked out quickly to my car and got in. I drove slowly back to the house and pulled into the  drive way. I locked my car and searched my handbag for the keys to the house. I found them after I heard a slight jingle to the side. I fished them out and unlocked the door. The living room looked tidy just as I had left it.
  I texted Sean and he replied a minute later.
  Sean- Hey J, what's up?
  Me- Nothing much actually, just came from the hospital.
  Sean- What? Why?
  Me - My mom met into an accident
  Sean- Damn, I'm so sorry
  Me - It's okay, Sean. I'm a big girl. I'll be okay
  Sean- Lool, I hear you
I texted him good night and showered then went to bed. It's been a long day.

Sean's POV
I quickly replied back to Jamies text and smiled at the emojis she sent me. I've never felt like this over a girl. Never! I know I'm known as a player but I'm done with that thot life. Her eyes got me weak, and her lips when she licked them got me quite heated. I know it might sound weird, but she turns me on with her simple innocent actions! I daydreamed about her constantly, all day every day. When she told me about her mom, I just wanted to be there for her. Be her rock and her everything. I shook my head and said, "That's gonna be a lot of work and time, but it'll be worth it". I said to myself. I hopped into the shower and scrubbed myself thoroughly. I'm thinking too much! I quickly rinsed  off and got out. I layed in bed staring at the ceiling for who knows how long and I started to think about Jamie all over again. The way her hair fell to her hips, her beautiful brown eyes, her sexy, sensuous lips and her body was amazing! I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't even realize I gave myself a boner until I realized that  my underpants felt extremely tight. Damn! I groaned in misery and went to sleep and drifted into Jamie world.

A/N : I know I haven't been writing for a really long time, but I got a life like the rest of you. I have school and other stuff to handle but I'll try to update more often! I need to finish this book and establish myself as a writer. Much love!