Happy New Years Guys!!! I hope you like this chapter. quick things I want to address.
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April 29th
7:16 PM
"I know this isn't much of a birthday present, but it's not all of it, so don't get any ideas.Dr. Kaplin thought writing down how I felt would help me since I really couldn't talk to you about it. Now I can, and I still write, but this is full, and I think it will help you understand." Justin pushed a black journal forward, my hand went out, reaching for it and then clasped it, my eyes gazing at the worn pages. "I'll give you sometime to read it, but you might not like what you read either. It's things I couldn't talk about, you see changes. I know I do."
"Did it help you?" I asked, my eyes never leaving the black cover.
"Yeah, it did. A lot." He nodded and I got up, sitting sideways on his lap and traced patterns along his shirt.
"Good, I'm glad you did it then."
"I mean I didn't really at first because I thought the guy was crazy, but then I actually did, and, I don't know. It was like talking to someone who understood, you know?"
"Yeah, I got it." I nodded, moving my thumb along his cheek.
"How is my baby?" He asked, resting his hand on my stomach.
"She's good." I laughed, looking down with a smile.
"Good. She's getting big."
"Yeah, she's not even halfway yet though."
"But almost."
I smiled again, looking back at him and leaned into his lips, still holding his cheek as he kissed me back.
"I love you."
"I love you too." I giggled, resting my forehead against his.
"Do you want your other presents?"
"Sure."
He pecked my lips again with a chuckle, handing me a small envelope from his pocket.
"Go ahead, open it."
I did, smiling as his arms encircled my waist and he rested his chin on my shoulder.
"Aw, thank you."
"Mhm, you can go get your nails done, do those mask things you girls- women like to do."
"That's sweet. I'll definitely use it."
He smiled back, handing me another envelope with Mommy spelt on it in green crayon.
"Hailee made you a card too." He laughed.
My smile widened and I opened it up, my eyes flickering over to the picture she had drawn on the right.
"Look, it's us." He laughed, pointing to the picture.
