Blurred Memories

The breakup.

Quick A/N: This is my first story ever so sorry if it's bad or it has grammar mistakes and things, bare with me ig lol [or don't-] 

ALSO, QUICK DISCLAIMER FOR SHIPS IN THIS STORY, THIS INCLUDES BOTH KIRIDEKU AND BAKUDEKU 

Spoiler for the book: In the end, bakudeku is the official ship, but trust me, there's kirideku in this (not just this chapter either)! :)

~Izuku Midoriya's POV~

I lie on my bed just thinking. I don't really feel how I used to feel about him anymore... do I even still love him like that? Ugh, I don't know.. However, I soon snapped out of my thoughts with a rather loud 'ding' on my phone. It was Kiri (Kirishima).

Kiri 🦈 ❤️: Hey babe!

He said babe, this is so confusing. I just don't feel as I did before, I don't love him. It probably already would say read in his phone, so I just had to play along for the time being.

Broccoli 🥦 💚: Oh hi!

Kiri 🦈 ❤️: I was wondering if I could come over today?

I didn't have time to think at all.

Broccoli 🥦 💚: Sure

Why would I send that?! Well at least I can tell him how I feel, god this is gonna be hard.

Kiri 🦈 ❤️: Thats kinda weird

Broccoli 🥦 💚: What's weird?

Kiri 🦈 ❤️: Its just that you responded pretty fast, but I'll be there in about 10 minutes

Broccoli 🥦 💚: Alr

I turned off my phone, my hands started to shake. Why did I even do this? I don't know how this was going to go - I just knew that I didn't love him anymore.

Was it really just a phase? Did I love him just for fun? There were a million thoughts racing through my head when I heard a knock at my door.

"C-Coming!" I couldn't help but cringe at the crack my voice made. I took a deep breath. "You can do this Izuku, all you have to do is tell him you don't love him anymore."

I balled my fists and put them to my side, and turned the door knob.

"Izuku-babe! What's up?" My heart cracked a bit. Kirishima looked so happy with me, and he would probably be heart-broken with this.

"Hey.....um, well I just needed to tell you something." I tried to sound as calm as possible, I feel like it was pretty obvious that I wasn't though.

"Oh! Well, what do you need to say?" I saw the look on his face, he seemed worried, however confused. I started to regret everything. I only did this because it was the only way I knew how to break up with someone. I remember how my mom did the exact same with my now gone dad. Why didn't I just do this by phone?

"I'm just going to say it. We need to break up." My eyes started welling with tears. Kirishima let out a squeak from his mouth.

"B-break up? But why? We were doing so well!" Kirishima's voice started to break.

"I-I just don't love you anymore. I'm not sure if it was just a phase, but I don't love you anymore. A-As lovers, at least. We could still be friends, I swear!" I choked out a sob. I could see that Kirishima was trying to maintain himself from crying.

"I-I can't do this. Bye Midoriya." He quickly walked toward the door, and closed it. I stood up from my couch and went to my room. I silently thanked that my mom was out doing errands. I locked my door, and flopped onto my bed. I couldn't keep the tears in.

I pounded my fist onto my soft bed covers. "Not only did I hurt Kirishima, but I'm not doing so well either," I thought, letting out another cry. I cried until I went to sleep, my cheeks puffy and my eyes bloodshot.

[CREDITS TO @keiri_official FOR THE BREAKUP SCENE]

A/N: Sorry if this chapter is short, I also barely did any of it myself because I didn't really have ideas for how to write this scene. I also apologize again if anything is bad, like I said, it's my first story. Anyway thats all! <3