17. Some Things Are Better Left Unsaid

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FORGIVE ME PLEASE>>>

I am so sorry! So much has been going on (i'm never on wattpad anymore :( ) I miss y'all. You guys literally all deserve candy and gifts because you've handled me being late and never updating and uGH the struggle.

I love youuuuu


20th February 2015,

I'm lying on my bed, wondering where everything went wrong.

Did I mess up? Is it because I wasn't ready that night? Am I not enough? Is there someone else?

There was so much running through my mind, I couldn't process anything.

Can't stay on my bed forever though, I promised to meet Avan at the pier so that's where i'm heading. My outfit's very casual, a really cute romper and skull candy red kinda Doc Martens?

At the pier

"Hey!" Avan looks at my direction

"Hi, okay listen i've to talk to you about something." 

"Can it wait?"

"No. I'm breaking up with you, I can't do this."

"No..why? You can't do what."

"There's no time to explain Avan, i'm just done okay? I'm sorry. I'm gonna go home now."

As I stood up, i could see something in his face. Hurt. Pain. I had so many mixed emotions at that moment, I actually didn't bother to even care. I'm done with all of this, relationships, blah blah blah. Whatever. I can't be in a relationship where I feel so afraid and just not good enough.

How did this happen?

Let's just say, some things are better left unsaid.


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