Well as a happy new year... I decided a new update would surfice. So vote and comment.
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___Tessa Moore___
WELL after hearing Brooklyn and Lucas getting it on when i went to go talk to him... i was throughly disgusted.
He left a note on my textbook in last period telling me to meet him in the locker room after practice. As i was heading there i saw cody leaving early.
"Hey Tessa, What you doing around thses parts of the school.. you never come over here." Cody said
"Oh ya know... just passing by looking for lucas"
"Well last i saw him he was about to rip brooklyn's clothes off."Cody said amused.
"Well maybe he wanted me to join them. I've heard that i can have an effect on people with my body of a goddess." i said moving closer to him.
He pulled me by the waist so close my breast were starting to hurt from his chest." I bet" He said with his eyes roaming my body/
"Really? how much you wanna bet you can't handle this?" i said even though just about everyone in the school knows im about the only one who is still a virgin.
"Come on Tessa, Do i need to give you a demonstration?" He said against my neck as he grazed ny earlobe with his tonge.
" Not now im busy." i said pushing him off when he touched my "no-no square"
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*Cody Jones*
WHAT THE HELL??? Did i seriouly just get rejected... by a VIRGIN. Thats a new one. no problem she'll be crawling begging me for my dick to slide into her tight little pussy.
" oh and tessa!" i said before she could reach the locker room.
"YEEESSSS???" she said aggrivatedly.
" Im picking you up at 7 tonight for our date" i said leaving before she could say no.
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---Tessa Moore----
I didnt exactly want to go on a date tonight. After crying myself to sleep for the past could days i just didnt feel to pretty. espeacially pretty enough for that god. Im not understanding why the fuck he would want to go on a date with me. every other guy has been like "hey lets hit the bathroom before lunch" or " meet me in the library i need you"
But cody hasnt really pulled anything on me except you know the touching but i started touching him first. So im completley confused as i walk into the locker rooom to find brokoklyn putting on her shirt and Lucas zipping his pants up.
"What the hell are you doing here slut??" Brooklyn sneered at me.
" Just came to talk to my bestie bitch! and i'm the slut? Bitch your putting you shirt back on which by the way is backwards." I sneered back.
"okay ladies! shut up! Brookie i invited Tessa here to go to the movies with us tonight at 7. She is and always will be my best friend ive been ignoreing her for far to long becasue you dont like that she had me first brrok." Lucas said looking at me with nothing but a smile on his fae.
"You want to be friends with this whore?She fucken took pictures of herself and posted them online for the whole world to see luky!!! why her be friends with anyone else but that mother fucking slut bag!! Brooklyn said looking at lucas with a pleading face.
" No brook, she needs me right now and i know she wasnt the one who took the pics. the brothers did." The brothers? what the fuck is that? some kind of fucking cult? why me? not that im complaing that they wanna look at my body but why me? what did i do to deserve the humiliation?
"Fine but im not hanging with her. Ill go to the movies with you tomorrow. IM Not Sitting In the Same Room As HER!" Brook said yelling in my ear.
" Goddamn take a chill pill bitch" I said under my breath..
"Fine brook ill see you tomorrow." HE said as he grabbed my hand and we walked out to the parking lot.
We walked in silence for the most part every now and then he would ask if im okay and say sorry for brook acting like she did. But i just noded and walked to my truck.
"SO tessa... You are coming tonight right?"
"Nope i have a date" i said looking him in the eyes with a glare.
"A date?! with who??? who is touching my baby girl" lucas asked with a fake angry face on.
"Dont call me your fucking baby girl lucas. you havent talked to me for years. Not even a glance towards my way. Do you really expect me to just be okay with you coming back into my life like this?" I spat at him.
"Actually i did. Being as your 'friend' sarah isnt really a friend to you at all. SHe goes and steals every guy that even looks at you in a sexy way away from you. So you really dont have any friends except me Tess" he said
" No lucas i'd rather have her than you. you left me that night. I needed you. and you left me there in the cold pouring down rain to go fuck that bitch of a brooklyn!" i said remembering why we really stopped being friends. I had forgotten about it over the years and stopped holding a grudge but baby was it back now.
"Well you obviouly didnt want to be with me back them even though i confessed that i loved you that night what did you do tessa? you left me for 3 fucking hours and went and cried with cody. Cody will always be better than me even though he doesnt see you as anything other than a sex toy." he said with a anry look to his eyes.
"Thats not true" i said so softly he couldnt hear me. or so i thought.
"yes tessa it is true and you know it. He doesnt like you he doesnt know you! i do tess. i do. why him. why not me?" he said as he came closer to me and blocked me between his arms on either side of me.
"becasue you are like a brother to me or at least were. i couldnt rick our friendship like that. lucas we've been firends ever since 2 years old when we became neighbors. Why would i jepordize that just so you can call me your girlfriend and kiss me whenever you want." i said with tears stinging my eyes.
"Tess it was sooo much more than that. i wanted to be the one you grew old with and have kids and grandchildren together. you were the only girl i ever loved. DO you think i love brooklyn?" he asked with a aggrivated expression?
"yes i so lucas youve been with her ever since those years ago how can u be with someone that long and not love them lucas? i said with tears straming down my face. he wiped them away.
"No tessa i dont i love you" he said nothing but love in his eyes as i searched and searched but could fing nothing but that.
"No lucas you cant do this to me. not now." i said as i pushed him off and jumped in the truck and sped off. after a moment i couldnt stand the silence any longer so i cranked up three days grace on the radio and quickly as i had turned it on i got home. I got out of my truck and slammed the door so hard i think i hurst my arm.
I raced up to my bedroom and slammed that door too.
I Cant go on that date tonight not like this i shot a text to cody before i went to sleep that night saying i got sick and i would see him tomorrow maybe next time.
I cried myself to sleep that night.
Again.
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