tpn x reader oneshots

PANIC ATTACKS=Tpn oc x Reader

Genre:Kinda fluffy then angsty

Guide: Y/N=Your name

AU: Original+ my oc

A/N: The art isn't mine, I just tried to look for something that looked like my oc and here we are

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It was night, late, no it was 2 in the morning, Y/N stayed up all night reading a book that was given to them by Leslie, She told Y/N to read it because she'll be busy for bit... a bit? No it wasn't, its been weeks or maybe a month, Y/N missed the company of their braided haired friend, they were worried. As Y/N was about to flip to the next chapter, they heard a faint sob from...Leslie's room..? 

Y/N immediately ran to the room to see Ray trying to comfort his sister who was breathing heavily, she was curled up into a ball laying on the floor, covering her mouth in the attempt to stop the screams and sobs that were eager and need to be let out "it's my fault" Leslie repeatedly mumbled, covering her ears.

Leslie's POV:

I can't breathe...It's my fault for making...the nightmares won't stop...Help- I heard the loud stinging and  the screaming of the kids when me and Ray were kids, the kids who were being killed, Im happy Ray doesn't remember that...I wanna die...I want the pain to stop I want the panic attacks to end

~end of POV~

"R-ray..?" Y/N said, looking at the raven Ette, worried for her friend "She's been like this for a long time, nightmares, panic attacks..?" He hesitated  before continuing "She's been like this since we were 5" he mumbled, turning to his sister, he hugged her "She's lost it.." He said to you "L-let me try" Y/N said, Ray nodded, as soon as he pulled away, she screamed, it was filled with pain, no, it was filled with fear, she was scared of something, someone. Y/N immediately hugged her, they rubbed her back "Lily. I need you inhale with me 'kay?" Y/N whispered, they were so concerned about Leslie that they didn't notice the other orphans wake up, mom was up as well, worried for her child. 

Y/N guided Leslie and she slowly calmed down, she hugged Y/N tightly, mumbling "I'm sorry" and silently hummed a tune to try and calm herself down "It's fine Lily" Y/N said, realizing that the others were up "Do you guys know why she's been like this?" Y/N asked as Leslie fell asleep almost immediately "...She had a nightmare about you..." Emma said

~flashback~

"Y/N~" Leslie said, she couldn't control herself, she tried but can't, Y/N screamed and ran away from Leslie, Leslie chased after Y/N "Dewberry?~" Leslie cooed as she cornered Y/N, they looked scared, they were scared of Leslie "Go die already" Leslie whispered into Y/N's ear and left. When Leslie finally got in the orphanage, she saw Y/N hanging, she heard everyone and everything "it's your fault, you knew and heard screams since you were a baby, you didn't save them. It's all your fault." The voices said "NO IT ISN'T" Leslie yelled, the voices kept saying "It's your fault" on repeat and that's when Leslie woke up. She was sleep walking, she was on the roof. She was on the edge. She ran back inside and immediately went to Ray

~end of flashback~

"...and that was it..." Emma said. Silence fell upon the room. "My child..." Isabella said, everyone looked at her "I saw her pain and I didn't do anything.. I'm so naïve" Mom said, guilt filling her, Y/N, who was carrying Leslie turned to mom "It wasn't anyone's fault" They said smiling softly at the mother. Everyone decided to stay so that Leslie won't feel so alone "Y/N..." Leslie mumbled, everyone turned to look at her " Y/N...Am I insane?" Leslie asked, half asleep, knowing her, she would never ask that if she was fully awake. Y/N hugged her tightly "No...You never were and never will be" Y/N said. 

Everyone laid down close to Leslie and slept. Sadly, mom had to leave. Y/N was fully awake, worried about Leslie, they hugged her, staring at the sealing . They glanced at Leslie who was clutching onto Y/N, smiling softly, snoring softly. Y/N smiled and hugged Leslie, drifting off to sleep as well "Goodnight dewberry..." Leslie said in a low voice kissed Y/N's forehead "Thank you everyone..." She fell asleep again "Thank you for helping with my panic attacks"

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A/N: This is based on my experience so ye