Mature warning ⚠️: cussing, violence and mention of blood)
Anger. Betrayal. Confusion. Heartache.
These emotions are all of what Jean felt. How could he have been so stupid to fall for (Your name) Leonhart.
He pulled at his hair in anger and punched a wall. Tears streamed down his red hot face, snot dripped from his nose. He wipes his nose with his bruised fist that had a little blood seeping from the exposed skin.
"Fuck her. Fuck her. I loved you and you stab me in the fucking back!" He screams loudly.
"You promised you never had any dark secret to hide from me ! You were supposed to be his friend!" He pulled at his hair and rocked himself back and forth as the thoughts kept swirling his head.
"Jean... I need to talk to you." (Your name) says and takes her boyfriends hands in hers. They were sitting on a roof top early in the morning. Birds chirped around the sky.
Jean rubbed his thumb over your hand and looked into your (e/c) eyes. "Hm? What's up, love?"
You took a deep breath and looked at the ground. Your heart clinching right in your chest as you panicked about what was going to happen next. "I..I killed Marco."
Jean raised an eyebrow and then began to laugh. "A Titan killed Marco, (your name), what is it you really wanted to-"
"- It happened so fast.. he knew my sister and my secret.. he knew Reiner's and Bert's.. we couldn't let him live with knowing that we were shifters. So-" a single read flowed down your face followed by a couple others. Your eyes stayed glued to the sky. Your knees were pulled up to your chest now.
Jean stares at you in disbelief, he knew of everyone being a shifter, but he didn't know about his best friend. He didn't know that his other best friend had something to do with his death. "What did you do, (your name?" He gritted his teeth.
"I-I... I stabbed him. I made it look- we made it look like a Titan had eaten him. I'm so sorry, Jean. Baby... please." You looked over at him and he never made eye contact with you. You try to reach out and touch him and he jerks away from your touch.
"Fuck. You. All this time, I thought so highly of you. I thought you and I were a match-made in heaven and that you.. that one person wouldn't fuck me over." He stood up from the roof and began to climb through the window.
"Jean...wait! I'm sorry!" (Your name) followed him through the open window.
Jean pulled at his hair and punched the wall. "Get the fuck out of my life!" He screamed at her. She pushed him away from her. "Jean stop! Baby stop! This isn't us.." she cried and tried to hold his face.
Jean moved his face away from her and grabbed her hands, brings her down the stairs and pushes her out the front door. "Leave me alone." He screamed and removed his hands from her arms and slammed the door shut, locking it. He screams and starts to push everything off the walls and tables.
He ran up the stairs and started to take her stuff from the closet and throwing it outside. He slumped against the wall and slid down to his knees, cradling his face in his hands. He scratched at his face and punched himself. "I'm so fucking stupid.."
Fuck love because if it wasn't for love, he wouldn't be hurting so bad. He had to say goodbye to two people he's been close to.
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Aot one shots
Fanfic"Is this how we fall in love?" (Your name) asked. They nodded. "This is." --- Attack on Titan one shots. Requests are still open for a little bit until I decide to close this story.
