Its been a while
A long while
Since I've seen your face
Or felt your skin
Your callous hands
Your muscled arms
Those toned abs
And those broad shoulders
But, it's also been long
A long time
Since I heard those words
That hurt me
That bruise me
Make me hate myself
Change me
Give me scars
Tears
Fears
Insecurities
and Worries
Words
that should make me hate you
But I end up loving you
even more
everyday.
I know it's toxic
It's bad
It's stupid
And naive
And useless
And a waste of time
But I still love you.
I love you
With all my heart
Body
Soul
Being
And existence.
It's toxic.
It's eating me up alive
And there is nothing I can do
I am tied to you
Not physically
Not legally
But at heart
And I am helpless.
You stripped my soul naked
I told you everything
The good
The bad
The depressing
The suicidal
The nightmares
Everything.
But you,
You can't seem to care less
You made it a joke
Made me a joke.
And it kills me
But I'm defenceless.
And I love you.
This,
This is my last piece for you
I am leaving
The world
The friends
The scars
The blades
Everything.
This is my last note to you.
Try not to miss me too much
But who am I kidding
I know you wont
So
Bye
I hope you find someone
Who loves you like I do
Who appreciates you like I do
Who knows you like I do
And someone who you can love
Love in a way you never did me.
Bye
Regards
A piece of trash.
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This has absolutely nothing to do with me, but, oh well... Btw, how r all you guys doin'?
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A poems book
PoetryA compilation of original poems written by me. Friends And ditching Loads of bitching. Running Sulking Isolating. These are my emotions Inside Out I've given a taste Of how I sound. - Akshitanush
