Understand Me

Chapter 2 :for you

MAKA'S POV:

close the door and walk over to my bed taking a seat and setting the book next to me.

"Why don't you understand that we are completely different people!" I whisper harshly to keep Soul from hearing. "You don't get me and frankly I don't even get you!" I lean against the back board of the bed grabbing my book as I get comfortable. I open the book and continue to read but thoughts of soul keep sinking in.

Why are you so much more open to me? It used to be that I had to be the one to persuade you to talk to me but now its the other way around. Why? Can you please just tell me why Soul!

I close my book and stare at it for a bit, Letting flow inside me.

"I'm reading this for you! Damn you Soul!" I say as I trow the book to the other side of my bed.

"Crap! That was loud." I whisper hoping Soul did not hear my fit. I lay on my pillow and thoughts of him sink in again.

Why is it that I always have to catch up to you? First you're stronger than me and now you are more open? Whats next?! Even though you talk to me more, we still don't know much about each other. If we keep this up our resonance rate will die down and we will have to find more compatible partners! I don't want that to happen.

I toss and turn as these thoughts keep getting worse and worse. Now I'm thinking of what will happen in the future. Will this lead to something awful? I don't know! I take a few breaths as I try to calm down.

"Oh soul, sometimes I don't understand why we became partners when we don't know that much about each other." I say as I try to think up if we have ever had any conversation about our family or what we did before I met you. All I could think up is the fact that Soul came from a line of rich musicians and thats all, even now when he wants to talk to me more he still doesn't want to talk to me about his family life. But I can't let our wavelengths diverge.

I sit up as a determined look spreads across my face.

"We will get to know each other. I promise that I will do do all I can to understand you." I vow as I grab my book. I open it up and disregard all the other chapters as I flip to the jazz section and begin to read.

I will do it for you.