missing you

chapter 1

TRIGGER WARNING:

Gonna put it here on the first chapter but there's gonna be mentions of self harm and suicide in this story. If it could influence you in a negative way at all then this is probably not a story for you but of course it's completely your choice I just don't want to cause any harm or mental issues that's all thank you!

It's been a week since I returned from being kidnapped. I refuse to talk to anyone.

The pack keep trying to get me to tell them where I was but there's no way in hell I'm telling them the bullshit I had to go through.

I barely eat, barely sleep, never leave my room unless absolutely necessary, and worst of all I've resorted to self harm. I know newt would kill me, hell if I killed myself he would resurrect me, kill me then resurrect me again just so I can spend the rest of my life being lectured on how stupid I am. But that's exactly why I won't end it. Newt. Newt is the love of my life, my fiance. Is it legal to sue the FBI for taking you away from your fiance? I just miss him. Everyday without him just puts me into more agonizing pain but you know what they say, If you're going through hell keep going. God that's getting harder each day.

I pull up to school only to see the pack sat at a table waiting for me. I walk up to them and hesitantly take a seat.

"Stiles! where have you been" I have to resist the urge to cover my ears from how loud she is, Damn it sensitive hearing.

I looked down. "It's not important now ok Lyds I don't want to talk about it"

"No stiles it isn't ok you can't just disappear without a trace, come back and say you don't want to talk about it!" Scott exclaimed, I know I'm meant to act like the old "happy" Stiles but can I just punch him already, I've been here what? five minutes and he's already pissing me off.

"Look Scott. I've been through so much already ok I don't even want to be here anymore so can you please drop the subject?" My eyes widen when I realize what I just said but I'm hoping they didn't catch on, I mean Scott's not exactly the brightest.

Isaac looked at me with sad eyes. He's the only one here I actually like anymore he's like an innocent little gay child. "What do you mean you don't want to be here stiles?" He looked like he was going to cry.

"Don't worry Isaac stiles is just an attention seeking slut, I wouldn't pay attention to half the shit that comes out his mouth pretty sure he's more used to things going in it" The way Allison spoke was full of hate, what did i ever do to her?

"Woah where the fuck did the slut come from?" I'm honestly so confused I haven't even spoken to her since I've been back.

"Oh don't act all innocent stiles we all know how you pine after Scott and Derek, Not to mention you're obviously Derek and Malia's fuck toy" She said back.

"What the actual fuck yeah I found Derek attractive at some point, which I totally regret now but Scott was my brother that's it I would never think of him like that!" Who the fuck does this bitch think she is.

"Guys leave him alone!" Isaac shouted over the arguing.

"What the hell your defending him!?" Jackson looked so offended that i had to cover my mouth to stop from laughing.

"Hell yeah I'm defending him. Before he went missing he was the only one there for me and new me better than everyone if I had a nightmare bout my father he would be there if I got scared or had flash backs he would be there he's been there for everyone of you asswholes so show some god damn respect if he doesn't want to tell you where he was then he doesn't have to. And how dare you slut shame him for something you obviously have no fucking clue on you selfish stupid bitch!" I looked at him completely shocked.

"Uh thanks Isaac never expected that from you" I said smiling.

Thankfully the bell went before anymore problems could occur

Okkkk ye ik it sucks so far but all well. Also sorry about Isaac I seriously cannot no matter what I do make him a dick he's just stiles child I don't care newt can fucking adopt him 😂