Forever & Always {chandler riggs}

Chapter 23- Just a dream plz

Samantha's POV

Chandler is the best thing that's ever happened to me tbh.
We've been hanging out a lot lately.
Sam and Gray especially.
Sadly I cried so bad last week.

Averie's dad got a new job in New York.
She left last week and it sucks without her.
Like a missing puzzle piece.
I'm so tired from everything.

Hayes texted me last night and said he wanted to see me.
He's always been wanting too.
And I know why.
He still loves me.

I don't love him anymore.
There may be feelings left but not love.
He hurt me for months.
I ignored everybody and had to do homeschooling for not wanting to leave my room.
That's how bad I hurt.

Today is spring break.
First day.
Yesterday was the last day of school for spring break.
I wish it was the last day of school but nope.

I decided to get dressed to go to Chandlers house.
I texted him and told him I'd be there in 10 minutes.
I got dressed.
I put on a crop top that said 'One Direction is life'. Then I put on some jeans and my converse.

I brushed my hair and straightened it. I brushed my teeth. Then I put on deodorant and perfume.
I sighed and looked at myself in the mirror.
I looked pretty decent.

I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs.
I walked out the door and onto the sidewalk.
Chandler never answered.
He's asleep knowing him.

I walked up to the door and knocked.
Chandler answered shirtless.
"Hey." I said smiling.
He smiled nervously.
"What's going on?" I asked.
"Not-hing." He said stuttered.

"Move away from the door." I said nervously.
"I gotta-"
I kicked the door with my foot and the door swung open.
I gasped and teared up.
A girl was on his couch in her bra and jeans.

"What is this?" I asked letting tears fall.
Chandler stuttered and I let more tears fall.
"GET OUT!" I yelled at the girl.
She nodded and grabbed her stuff and put on her shirt and walked out.
"Chandler what the h%$%?!?" I yelled crying.
"It's not what you th-"

"Chandler I'm not stupid. There's nothing wrong with a F$%$%$ girl in your house shirtless." I said letting more tears fall.
He shook his head and teared up.
"I'm sorry." Chandler said.
"Save it." I said walking out.

Before I grabbed the door Chandler grabbed my arm.
I swapped it away and shoved him to the ground.
"What happened to forever and always Chandler?!?" I yelled crying.
He cried and shook his head.

"We still have that-"
I laughed and continued to cry.
"No we don't." I said letting more tears fall.
I yanked the necklace off of me and threw it at him.

"Let me explain." Chandler said standing up.
"Ok spill it." I said as he looked into my eyes.
He noticed how hurt I was and he cried into his hands.
"I don't know what I was thinking. I loved you and still do." Chandler said.
"If you really loved me Chandler then you wouldn't do what I just walked into." I said letting tears fall.

"I know I'm sorry. Please just-"
I slapped him.
"Can't you not F$%$%$ notice me Chandler?!? How could I be so stupid knowing that this would end up like Hayes all over again. I'll cry in my room. Never leave and talk to no one. Be homeschooled then go back to school and fall in love again. Then it will be a freakin cycle." I said crying.

Chandler looked up at me with hurt and sadness.
"I don't want that to happen." Chandler said wiping his eyes.
"You let me trust you Chandler. I loved you. You loved me. I'm done. We're done. No more Forever and Always." I said grabbing the door knob.

I opened it and ran.
"Please Sam listen to me!" Chandler screamed running.
He grabbed me and turned me around.
"Don't freakin touch me." I said slapping his hand.
"Your just like Hayes." I said looking at him in the eyes.
He let tears fall and closed his eyes and shook his head.

"Please stay. I don't know what to do." Chandler said.
I shook my head and let tears fall.
"Maybe not have ruined everything and kissed that girl." I said letting tears fall.
"We didn't kiss." Chandler said.
I laughed.
"So your both shirtless and you didn't have a make out?" I asked.
He let more tears fall.

"Never talk to me again. I told you THERES NO MORE FOREVER AND ALWAYS CHANDLER NEVER! We're done. Leave me alone and get the h%$%away from me." I said crying harder and walking away.
"There's your forever and always." I said crying and throwing the necklace at him.

He closed his eyes and let tears fall.
I peeked behind me and saw Chandler on the ground crying.
I ran home and I ran upstairs and locked the door.
I cried against the door.
I stood up and screamed.

"What happened to forever and always?" I yelled and fell on the ground and laid on my back crying.
This has to be a dream.
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