Every Thing We Can't Have

when i see your face

i.

The crew gathered early at the filming site, as well as Jihyo and his manager. They tend to came early before the call time for she wanted to have an impression, in real life she's always running late and to change her routine, she's trying to be punctual on work.

"Jihyo-shii. Yippeoda oneul" Pd Jung greeted her with a sheepish smile on his face. He always see Song Jihyo's goddess like beauty, he was also the PD of the music show she emceed, but couldn't really refrain himself from being mesmerized a thousand times. She's prettier bare face and so he couldn't get off his eyes as well as everyone in the set. It was a torture to reject such face.

[ 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬: 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑠𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦 ]

"Oh no. I totally have nothing on right now" and she plastered a toothy grin.

"You really are. Anyway, Im utterly shock with your arrival" he directed her to go inside a special tent to wait for Goo Hara. She was carefully instructed to remain inside as she's not allowed to be seen by the boys to add thrill for public excitement.

Of course, she was unnerve of what the preceding events may bring. Jihyo was told by her manager that it's going to be a real struggle for the weakhearted guests. To reassure her, his manager said. "They had seen your potential. You will be alright"

Goo Hara came in and after an hour, the variety show commenced. They were asked to locate a place written in Chinese and she got so worried because she's not good at remembering places, her high heels wasn't helping either. As a result, Jihyo was late and the attention she garnered made her knees weak. She hated it but she must pay the price of incompetency.

Everyone was glad to finally witness the beauty behind the polaroid they were just talking about the week before the next. Joongki shyly shaked hands with her while the others couldn't do anything rather looking at a distance.

"Donghon naa~ I remember now that she was once the guest in Happy Family. How could I ever forget that! She amazingly strucked us with her hot issue dance cover."

"Hyung, maybe we should talk about it later. The film is still going on" he whispered back. And Jongkook was suddenly upright totally forgetting the cameras and crews in front of him.

The game ended, Jihyo was exceedingly happy of her performance even though they lose the game.

"You did great Jihyo yaa~" Jaesuk petted her hair, if she was a cat, she thought, she would have purr at the gesture.

"Thank you oppa"

Jaesuk left a second to change his shirt for the dinner. It's a tradition, having a small feast after a tiring day of catching breathe under the scorching heat. Suddenly, Kwangsoo approached her and talk of things. They exchanged formalities first, afterwards got comfortable as far as dropping jokes and having a little chatter. Both of them got along so well, everyone envied the closure. But Joongki wont let opportunity slip so he asked for her number for further gatherings and events that may brought them together.

Everyone like Jihyo the moment they saw her. As if a goddess ascending the steep stairs. Even Haha wanted to offer his arm but doing so would produce articles enough to ruin the friendship that shall be establish after the filming.

When dinner was over, Jongkook came home with regrets straining his chest. He immediately took of his shirt and proceed to his mini gym, burning off uncomfortable feelings. But it wasn't enough cure, he still carried it even after waking up groggily in the morning.

A self hate was formed. A repugnance to his action. Why he let her slip off his grip. Why he didn't close in the gap and couragely establish friendship and not just a mere acquaintance. Why he repelled his attraction to give way to his friends he considered brothers.

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𝐀/𝐧: take me back to 2010. Huhuhuhu ᗒᗣᗕ