🖤Dark Society🖤 (YiZhan*ZhanYi) (Completed)

Sinner

"So Barbie, what is your final decision?" I ask again and the expression on his face slowly changes to total indifference, avoiding Chen's begging eyes he just lowers his head and turns back as I was expecting. Making such a huge sacrifice, even for the most beloved person surely is very hard, without doubt he was going to choose himself.

"Help...help, it hurts, I'm burning from inside" Chen's nails digs into my skin as he tries to climb on me but unbearable pain makes him to fall down again, he roars and groans with the loudest voice I have even heard, but I know no one is going to care outside, cause this is the most common thing at this place. I kneel in front of him and scan every move of his without blinking my eyes, it's just...pure curiosity now, I think we all have. Although living in the world, which was always filled with most quality drugs, I always preferred to stay away from regularly using it. Especially hard ones, just because of my personality, hating to be addicted about something but...as always life made joke of me. I got fully addicted to someone...to him, Zhan

Scenes like this happened in front of me before too, usually caused by Chen. he did never care, as long as price was paid, someone's life was not important anymore. more he was having fun about other's misery. That time I avoided watching it but now...I'm enjoying, I honestly do and maybe can understand him? "it's good if it hurts, what did you say before Chen? revenge is fucking sweet and enjoyable no? this is exactly what I feel now" he hisses out something but it's already impossible to hear, as he starts throwing up foam mixed with blood, his body nonstop trembles and curves on the floor and at the moment his eyes rolls back I realize... Chen got unlucky, he is really dying. 

"go to the hell you fucking asshole" I yell excitedly and my voice slowly turns into hysterical laugh, noticing how he still fights for his life, my heart starts bleeding imagining the despair Huai Sang was feeling until his body crashed into ground, maybe he regretted but couldn't change anything anymore 

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I wipe tears away and greet the reflection standing in front of me, which did never disappear, our strongest fears always stays with us, we just slowly learn controlling them, but today I guess...he is going to leave me forever  "rest in peace my only friend" I whisper and smile to Huai Sang  "thanks and sorry for everything"  

for last part of my revenge, I bend down and hold Chen's chin, as he is about to take his last breath after all this torment, bringing my face closer I say at his ear, hoping he still can hear "I'll shed sincere tears too, at your funeral" his body fully  relaxes after few seconds and I freeze, looking down at me hands which just took someone's life. I don't know how much time passes like this, until gentle touch wakes me up, feeling terrible coldness realize that I'm still holding his dead body and it makes me jump back from horrify 

"Yibo" Barbie looks at me with wide opened eyes and trembles from fair "we'll get caught no? you just..." 

"I didn't plan all this to just get caught barbie" forcing myself to not fall in frustration, I stand up and carefully clean the syringe, placing it between Chen's fingers for a while, getting the print. after this I throw it on the bed and tightly hold Barbie's shoulders "you just need to play well ok? lay down and act as sleeping. after few minutes someone will check on you and call others. tell them that you didn't hear or see anything"

"Yibo, if they call to police..."

"they surely won't, this place costs million times more than Chen's life. even his dad...won't make fuss about his death, he will cover this incident with best way as possible. everyone is going to think he just overdosed, so don't worry too much, just do as I said"