Drunk confession

Chapter 3

"Say that you'll fuck me..." Maura whispered in her ear, her voice so sexy and low. Then she kissed Jane. She started with a lick of Jane's upper lip, granting herself acsess, invading her mouth with her tongue. Jane didn't back away. She just couldn't. She liked it so much, she just indulged in the pleasure. The kiss was so passionate. It seemed like Maura was playing thumb war but with her tongue - so presistent, fighting for dominance. Like there was a price if she won. And it seemed like the kiss was never going to end. It was impossible to stop. It was so addictive. But she had to stop. She couldn't let anything happen, not when Maura was drunk. So Jane pulled away, panting. That kiss made her breathless, leaving her gasping for air. When being drunk Maura definitely didn't lack confidence, that was for sure.

Of course Maura reached and grabbed her for the neck, wanting more. But Jane pulled away from her and sat on the ledge of the bed, trying to gain her senses back. It was not like she didn't want Maura - because she most definitely was finding it hard to resist her after that kiss, and seeing her half naked right in front of her eyes didn't help too, but she had to restrain. Even though it was like a dream come true, Jane knew it was wrong. She just couldn't do it. Maura was drunk and if they continued, Jane knew she'd probably regret it. She would feel like she has taken advantage of Maura. Maybe Maura didn't even know what she was doing. She was drunk after all. Everything was pointless at that state.

"Not tonight, Maura." Jane said after a small pause, and looked at her. "Please. Don't do that again. Don't kiss me like that."

"Why?"

"Because you're drunk... And because next time I might not be able to stop."

"I can feel how horny you are, Jane. Your pupils are delayed, your cheeks are red, and you're burning hot," Maura stated confidently and moved close to Jane, looking at her. " I just see it. You want me. And yet you push me away. Why?"

"Why? I told you, Maura. You're drunk."

"Drunk or sober, I still love you. And I always will." Maura declared, but Jane didn't react to her confession. She just didn't know what to say. Jane knew one thing - she had to stay away from Maura, but she was finding it very hard.

"Maura..."

"Okay, but promise me that tomorrow things won't change, Jane. Promise me that you'll still love me and you will still have feelings for me. And please, tell me that you're not saying this now because I am drunk or just to please me. And also, promise me that one day you'll sleep with me and make my wish come true."

"Alright Maura." Jane agreed, feeling really tired. Maura wanted to much from her, but would she remember everything she said to her on the next morning, Jane wondered. "Let's just go in bed and get sleep."

Maura put Jane's shirt on and they went in bed, lying next to each other. They were both silent for a while, just staring at each other.

"Say that it will be spectacular." Maura said quietly, fiddling with Jane's lock of hair. She was caressing her and Jane just melted under Maura's gentle touch. It was so nice and soothing.

"What?"

"Our first time together," Maura clarified for Jane.

"Maura..." Jane started saying, but Maura shushed her by putting her forefinger on her lips.

"I'd like being teased for hours, Jane. Being on the edge but not quite there. Begging you for a release... Being hot and bothered just for you. I'd like you to make me come, Jane... Hard! And give me probably the best orgasm I've ever had experienced."

"Fuck, Maura, you're going to be the death of me..." Jane muttered to herself, wishing that she could go deaf in that very moment so she wouldn't have to listen to Maura's sexy words. Maura was such a tease. Jane was just trying to look nonchalant about it and not imagine Maura's words. But she was describing it pretty vividly so it was hard to ignore.

"Or maybe you prefer the other way around," Maura continued talking with her sultry voice. "I have always pegged you for a dominant, Jane. But if you want to, you can surrender to me. And I'll be in charge, taking all the control. If that's what you'd like... I'll have you beg for me. Be at my mercy completely. Jane, I've been aching for you for so long. I just want you. Would you do that? Someday?"

"Mhm," Jane answered after swallowing her saliva, trying to mutter something in response. She just couldn't take a deep breath, not after hearing Maura's words. She just stood immobile, thinking about it.

Jane hated that Maura got drunk exactly that night. If she wasn't drunk, the things she could do... But at the same time she was grateful because Maura had the courage to confess her true feelings.

"You know, you probably won't even remember the things you say to me tonight." Jane muttered, talking mostly to herself. Then she saw Maura was asleep. She looked so peaceful. Jane needed a rest too so she closed her eyes, trying to fall asleep.

In the morning

Jane woke up, feeling someone's heat next to her. She instantly knew she wasn't alone in her bed. After a few seconds she remembered the previous night. She turned around to look at Maura who was still sleeping peacefully. Jane smiled to herself after she remembered Maura's love confession. Though she was drunk, it was so sweet. Apparently Maura needed a few drinks for courage, but Jane was glad and very happy that she wasn't the only one who had feelings. She couldn't wait Maura to wake up so they could discuss the previous night. Maura would be finally sober and they could talk about their feelings. Or they could do something else...

"Maura, wake up." Jane caressed Maura's shoulder gently, trying to wake her up without startling her. It was time to get up.

"Jane?" Maura opened her eyes and looked at her. Then she looked around the room, seeming a little confused.

"Why am I here? I don't recall coming at your place."