breathless heart - nct, norenmin

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"jeno! your turn!"

"coming!" the korean male yelled, readjusting the glasses on his nose.

"try being handsome!" renjun told him, making jeno turn around for a second.

"am i not always?"

"yeah." renjun replied, watching jeno running towards the photoset.

jaemin stared at the scene from afar, rolling his eyes to the back of his head.

was this really necessary?

the 23 people composing nct were having a photoshoot for their new album, resonance pt.1.

the backstage was chaotic because of the number of men running and yelling around.

the photographers, stylists and make-up artists were losing their sanity.

and maybe jaemin was too.

he had spent the whole morning watching renjun and jeno from afar, and the soe sight of them being stuck together made him want to gag.

couldn't they stop acting like this when there were this much people around?

it almost looked like they were a couple.

and this made jaemin so mad...

he had feelings for jeno. why did renjun keep turning around the boy like that?

did jeno have feelings for renjun?

damn, all of this was giving him a headache.

and most impotent, it wasn't healthy for his heart.

his poor sick heart...

"where is mark?! he's the next one on the set! tell him to come here!" one of the staff exclaimed as half of the nct members were too busy to care.

jaemin rolled his eyes once again.

this whole scenery made him sick.

he couldn't bear seeing this much chaos anymore.

he felt breathless at the sole idea of running around like chenle and jisung did.

he felt breathless at the sole idea of rapping as fast as taeyong.

he felt breathless at the sole idea of laughing with hendery and yangyang.

and now, he just felt breathless.

jaemin walked away from the set, directing towardsthe bathroom where the atmosphere would be much calmer.

he pushed the bathroom door open, already feeling better, but stopped in his tracks at the sight in front of him, also letting out a gasp.

mark was there, his back facing jaemin, and pinning donghyuck to the bathroom's wall while the younger's hands were pulling onto his hair.

sinful sounds were coming out of their mouths as the two boys kissed passionately, not knowing that someone had entered the room.

jaemin coughed, catching the attention of the two boys who detached immediately, both looking frightened.

"huh... i think... i... wait outside." jaemin let out, not really knowing what to say.

he didn't expect to find mark and donghyuck eating each other in the bathroom.

jaemin slowly closed the door, opening it once again when he realised something.

"huh... it's mark hyung's turn to do the photoshoot. they are looking for you."

jaemin left the room and stood next to the door, his back leaning against the wall to regain his spirits.

the bathroom's door opened again after a second, allowing an uncomfortable mark to pass.

"you... huh..." jaemin told, pointing at his mouth. "lipstick. and hair also."

mark was looking so messy, his hair completely dishevelled after that a stylist spend half an hour styling it, and his face full of pink lipstick and gloss.

"yeah, huh... thanks." mark replied awkwardly before walking away, leaving jaemin alone in the corridor.

"ah!!" jaemin exclaimed when he was pulled by the arm into the bathrooms.

he found himself getting pinned to the wall by a very worried donghyuck.

"please, don't mention any of this to anyone." donghyuck said at lightning speed.

"huh... what?"

"keep mark and i's relationship a secret. i beg you." donghyuck repeated, slowly enough for jaemin to understand.

"relationship?"

donghyuck pulled his hands off jaemin's shoulders to fidget with his fingers.

"well... yes?"

"since when?" jaemin furrowed his brows.

"a bit more than a week..."

"that's why you've been staying in the 127 dorm?"

"yeah..." donghyuck replied. "but the hyungs don't know about it. you're the first one to know."

jaemin nodded, registering everything donghyuck had just told him.

"are you... against our relationship?" donghyuck asked unsure.

jaemin looked at donghyuck into the eye.

of course, he wasn't.

jaemin was gayer than anyone for lee jeno.

how could he be against donghyuck and mark's relationship?

the only thing that bothered him was the fact that he had a boyfriend that he could kiss when jaemin was left with some bandmate that seemed to prefer renjun rather than him.

"no, of course not. i am happy for you." jaemin replied immediately.

"oh, thank you jaemin." donghyuck said, embracing the boy into a bone-crushing hug. "i was so scared you would hate us and tell the others."

"how could i hate you for having a relationship when i want one myself...?" jaemin mumbled.

donghyuck heard jaemin's words loud and clear.

he pulled out form the hug, looking at his dongsaeng with a brow raised.

"what does that mean?" he asked.

jaemin sighed.

donghyuck could surely help...

plus, sharing could be a way to lift a weight off your shoulders...