I finally got over some writers block and started to get my idea clear of what I want with this book so here's another (short) chapter for you guys!
He's out. He's actually out.
I fell asleep on Eds couch after 2 panick attacks and a few tears. When I eventually fell asleep it was from exhaustion.
Ed carried me to his bed in the night so I could sleep more comfortably.
I woke up with panick during the night in cold sweats and screaming. Ed and King helped me calm down and I passed out again.When I woke up in the morning I heard Ed talking to someone.
I couldn't really make out who he was talking to but I heard he was pissed.I walked out and saw Sam and Jack there with Ed. I stopped and looked at them. This is not what I want. I don't want everyone to go around on their tippy toes for me or to be worried.
"Good morning my darlings, what do I owe this pleasure?" I say with a fake smile.
No one says a thing, Ed came up to me and took my hands in his."Don't be mad" he simply stated as he turned to Jack and Sam.
"It's okay" I said being calm, I know he cares about me and thats why he called them.I walked up to them and gave them a close hug and I feel them both hugging me tight.
"I'm fine guys, really" I said to them as I walked over to the coffee machine."Fine?! Darling, I love you more then I love myself but you are not fucking fine.
It's okay, we've upped your security and made sure you will not be alone and..." Sam start off as I turn around with daggers in my eyes.
Hell fucking no."I will say this once and I will not repeat myself.. you understand?" I say while looking straight at the men who has taken a seat at the table.
I pick up my coffee cup and take a sip and a deep breath."I am a grown women, I am trained in advanced marshall arts and I have a Cane Corso who is trained to protect me. I will not, -will not- be babysitted beacuse I can take care of myself. I have a security system and a bunker. I am at my safest at my own house."
I say seriously as I look at them."I love all of you, deeply. And I know why you do this but no. I can take care of this myself. If necessary I will call the police or up my security. And we will keep this between us, you understand?" I continue calmly.
"One small problem.." Jack says as he comes up to me.
"What?" I simply ask.
"Allie and Ana knows."
"Okay, so.."Pling, pling
"And they are here now..." Jack says as he walks away from me to avoid a punch.
"Fucking hell.." I sighed as I see them walk in.A few minutes and hugs later...
"Jen, be honest. Should we be worried?"
Allied asks as we sit down alone, Ana shued away the guys.
Ana holds my hand looking worried."For the moment, no. If he even gets here there's a lot of security to go through and he's a wanted man so no." I say trying to belive my own words. That's what I hope.
"Can you promise us to tell us if we need to be worried?" Ana asks looking at me.
My friends are amazing, the girls are alot calmer about this then the guys to say the least. Especially Sam, but I don't blame him. He's like a my big brother and he's very protective of me."Yes, I promise. But Allie, you can't tell Charlie. I don't want Henry knowing this yet, okay? I will tell him after the Oscars."
"Why don't you tell him now? You would want to know right away if the roles were reversed." Allie says with a calm but stern voice.
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FanfictionI'm writing chapters as we speak so more is coming! My goal is to release at least one chapter a week so stay tuned. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jen was a regular girl living in the English countryside. Due to her fathers death she was set for life m...