So, not a normal update again lol, but I lowkey feel bad for not updating in years. I was digging through old websites, as I tend to do when I'm bored, and I found love letters that Nick and Paris wrote for each other.
(12 year old me is punching the wall, meanwhile 15 year old me rn is resisting the urge to cry)
Anyways, I just wanted to share them with you. Here's the pictures, and below is a translation, incase it's hard to read.
Paris' Love Note to Nick:
Translation:
Dear Nick,
I hope you like this present. When I saw it, it reminded me of you. It looks like you. I hope you like it. I absolutely love it and feel that this is a big step in our relationship. I love you more than anything, you mean so very much to me. I care about you so much, and the feeling I get from caring for you is more special than words can begin to describe. But let me try to explain this to you. It means that I will never hurt you. It means that you can trust me, that you can tell me what's wrong. It means that I will try to fix what I can, that I will listen when you need me to hear and that even in your most difficult moment, all you have to do is say the word and I will always be there for. Don't ever doubt my love for you. All I need is what I have with you.
Love, Paris.
So like, idk what to think about this. I'm assuming it's for his birthday, since she mentions a present, but I have no idea. Now here's a note that Nick wrote her years ago.
Nick's Love Note to Paris:
Translation:
What is love? This was a word that was so distant to me. Until you. Now there are so many meanings to this word, for instance. Love is pure. It is something that only a few people ever really experience ever. And it flows between the both of us like a river of passion. When I'm away from you, it just gets stronger. And it's scary because I've never missed anyone like I miss you. Don't get me wrong, if we had it our way, we'd always be together and that would be amazing. But since I can't be there always, I need you to know how much your love has got me babe! And no matter what trials and tribulations come, I carry you deep within my heart and soul. And everyone sees that; girls, guys, everybody. It radiates off me like a sign that says "back the fuck off, I'm taken." And I love it. So you will always be able to be near, far or over the rainbow and never have to worry about your man hurting you cause you add such special joy and beauty into my life. I love you very much. I don't deserve it. It's time for happy times, and no more pain! Let's share the precious moments that we have together in love and happy. Forever. So as this card says to my love. I love you so, so, very much and will no matter what happens!
♥️ Nick
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TELL ME WHY, AIN'T NOTHING BUT A HEARTACHE
I think my heart just shattered reading that. The difference between the letters though 💀
I feel like Nick loved Paris a lot more than she loved him. The amount of cap in her letter is killing me. If this broke your heart, lol sorry, you're not alone.
Anyways, be good humans and I have an Instagram chapter done for tomorrow.-Jasmine
(RIP my heart 😔)