Luciana was taken by her mother hoping for a simpler life.Leaving behind her other children including Luciana's twin ,Adriana.However what happens when Luciana's mother gets breast cancer leaving behind a broken little girl.A small girl who was shon...
Luciana's POV: I felt the rage basically steam out of me. I sprint to my room,shutting the door harshly.
I let out a frustrated scream and yanked the pillow off the bed and tossed it at the wall.
I grab the glass vase on my nightstand and throw it across the room.
The rage crept upon me and the next thing I know I'm full on destroying my room.The nightstands are knocked over ,glass shattered everywhere,picture frames on the floor and all my pillows on the floor.
I stare at my huge room ,the grey decorated theme totally messed up.I smirk softly as I see my huge mirror I walk slowly to it as I punch the mirror continuously,blood splattering the broken mirror.My knuckles cutting skin as they come in contact with shattered glass.
I pound both the back of my wrists as I hit it again and again and again till I'm out of energy.I fall to my knees as I let out a frustrated scream.
Fuck I look around,seeing another one of my rage episodes.Ohh i forgot to mention to you I have some anger issues .
I look down at my hands ,seeing a puddle of blood reminding me of that night .
I hurriedly get up,opening my door although I have many cuts on my hands.I sprint to the bathroom with a mortified Gabriel behind me.
"What the hell Luciana"
He starts getting the medical kit from under the sink.I feel myself shake at the thought of her body.I force my mind not to got to that night,that night I lost my person to a battle.
I zone out thinking of what life would've been if she was here with me,she was the only person who knew me so well,she knew me better than anyone.
"Luciana"
"Luciana"Gabriel calls out as I come back from my trance.
"Yeah"I say as he looks down at my hands worriedly,I look at my hands in confusion.What the hell I didn't think I hit that much but apparently it looks like I cut myself.Small cuts scattered all over my hands and fists.Blood all over my hands as it looks like I dipped my hands on blood.My tattoos aren't even visible.
"Don't worry about it"I mutter as I get up putting my hands over the water.I watch as my blood goes down the pipe whole.I look up and see Gabriel's figure looking at me through mirror,he looks worried and mad.
I start taking the small glass out of my hands as I have a high pain tolerance.Its good for situations like these.I grab a cotton ball and dab some alcohol to disinfect them.I dab it on ,not even whimpering ,I grab some gauze as I wrap it all over my hands.
"I'm sorry Gabriel,i just.."I whisper not able to look at his eyes.
"It's fine you need a better way to cope with that anger tho"he says kissing my cheek softly .He leaves the bathroom as I turn the shower on .
My mind scattered all over the place. I scrub and scrub my body hoping to calm the anger down.
I turn the water off as I grab a big fluffy towel and wrap it around my body.I grab another cotton ball with alcohol as I disinfect my hand again.I wrap it with gauze as I open the door and head to my room.I forgot I basically destroyed my room.
I hobble to my closet,trying not cut my feet,I finally make it as I grab a light blue night gown.I also grab a suit case packing all of my stuff ,I pack all my clothes shirts,pants,dresses,panties,and some bras.I leave some I can buy more clothes later on.
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Gosh why does he show up at this time,fucking dumb sperm doner.Gosh I guess part of me hates him because he didn't take care of me,but part of me just wished I had love growing up.I only have a few memories of my childhood,I know I have siblings,I only really remember two of my brothers Luciano and Angelo.Not so Angelo I just remember Luciano and him with me so much.I know I have a sister.
Flashback of Angelo,Luciano,and her: "I wuv u luci"a three year old Luciana says "ti amo la mia stella"(i love you my star)",a 14 year old Luci mutters ,I smile at his squishy face "Bubba Imw scared"Luciana says as she cuddles with Luciano who immediately picks her up "Ango"three year old Luciana says looking at Lucianos big eyes. "Angelo baby"he says ,I nod aggressively as giggles escape my mouth. "Ango"I say wiggling in Lucianos hold "Hew is my two fawoite bwother"I say giggling ,he smiles kissing my cheek earning loud giggles from me "Who's your favorite stella"(Star),he asks "U are my favworite"I say whispering in his ear,Ango can't know. "Is that so"Luciano says,I nod softly as he puts me down,I run to Angelo and hug him.He hugs me tightly,I kiss his cheek. "I wuv u Ango"three year old whispers to Ango "I wuv u to Luc"he mutters "stella(Star) tell him that am your favorite"Luciano says making Angelo get sad,I pout looking at Angos sad eyes. "Downt cwy"three year old Luciana says as tears fall from her eyes.She puts her hands around ango who pushes her away,she turns around looking at luci sad. "Hes sad luci"Luciana says crying at Luciano who goes to grab her. "What's going on why is my princess crying"papa says looking at my sad state "Ango sad papa"I say with a pout End of flashback I stop the memory as I get a feel of pang in my chest.If only times were different.If only they came when I was smaller ,I wish I had someone to protect me ,but life had different plans.I get a wave of sadness and anxiety spike my veins.I shake my head and force the feeling away.
I get up as I close my suit case ,I walk away making sure to avoid any glass.I grab a couple of blankets and pillows from our storage room making my way to our grey couches .
I lay down as I pull the covers over me,I watch the window as rain pours outside, the noise of droplets are heard loudly throughout the house.
I close my eyes letting sleep consume me full ,but with the constant anxiety running in my veins,the thought of seeing my family again has my nerves striking.
