Broken soul

Home after a while

Luciana's POV:
4months later:
"Hi my angels"I whisper watching as my newborns sleep,there small bodies sleeping peacefully.My breast ache in pain from all the pumps.

I've been all over the place after I left the hospital,everything has been great till now.

I'm living with Luciano and Angelo.We live perfectly good here,sometimes Alessandro and Stefano visit but it's rarely.I say we're on good terms.

Adriana hasn't seen me in months,i haven't seen her and I don't care anymore.

Sofia is always here,she basically lives here she has her own room here.

I love her she's been there with me through my whole parenthood,well four months to be exact.

I guess life has been okay,I visit Lorenzo all the time.I visit him in the morning and night,
I tell him everything about our kids,how Lionel is such a mama's boy how he's attached to me on a hip.While Lorenzo is calm and independent,he's much like his papa.

I take them with me every once in a while hoping Lorenzo will open his beautiful eyes.

I wait for him to wake up,but I have not and will not loose hope for him.

I need him and I love him.He has to wake up for me and for my angels.

I walk to my bed getting under the covers,I make sure my baby monitors are on.I close my eyes letting darkness consume me.

The next morning:
I wake up to hearing Lionel cry,third time I have to wake up for him.I get up slowly heading towards his room.I see his small body sitting down reaching for me.I grab him by the armpits pulling him to lay on my shoulder.

"Shhh mamas here"I say sitting down on the bed next to there cribs.

I rock him back and fourth trying to get him back to sleep.

"Shh"I hum holding him close to me.

I feel his grip on me start to loosen and that when I know he's fallen asleep.

I get up putting him back on the crib,I cover him with a small blanket.I check the other crib making sure Lorenzo is okay as well.I cover him with his small blanket,giving him a small forehead kiss.

I walk back to the bed,falling asleep for a couple more hours.

"Mamma"

"Mahhhhhaa"I hear my two babies scream,I get up watching as Lorenzo sits in his crib calmly reaching up for me,on the other hand Lionel was crying and reaching his small fingers to me aggressively.

I sigh heavily,reaching out to Lionel first,I put him on my hip trying to calm him down.

"Shhh mi amor"(my love),I say kissing him constantly.I walk over to Lorenzo who reaches up to me.I grab him with much difficulty,I finally manage to quiet them both down after breastfeeding them both.

I lay them both down while I go downstairs to do some quick cleaning,I've managed to get private tutoring for school.

I lay on the couch feeling my eyes twitch to falling asleep.I try to keep my eyes open but sleep soon overtakes me.

I jolt awake hearing people argue in front of me.

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