Mommy's Boy and The Hipster (boyxboy)

Mommy's Boy and The Hipster (5)

Three days passed since we last talked with Tyler. He acts like nothing happened but I just can't look at his face after what I've done.

I was sitting in the class, doing some homework which was due to the next lesson.

"Hey"

I looked up at the door where Tyler was standing now. I looked down at my homework again mumbling a 'hi' back.

"We're having lunch together, no excuses." he said and then left. I sighed with frustration. I don't want to face him, not yet. I want to watch him for hours, hug him, hold him, even kiss him but now I can't even look in his eyes.

The bell rang and a small curse left my lips since I didn't finish my homework thanks to Tyler.

Yes Bryce this is the best time to like someone, to fall in love, when SAT's are close. I can't even think straight when Tyler is bothering my mind.

Ugh.

The teacher came into the classroom and settled her stuff on the desk.

She started to talk about the periodic system and the structure of atom but hell could I pay attention? No, of course not.

I was too busy with worrying over lunch today that my stomach started to ache.

Dammit anxiety!

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The lunch break come by rather quickly. Maybe if I stay here, he will forget? Please, please, please let him forget!

But of course with the luck I have he entered the class the minute I pleased he wouldn't.

"C'mon I'm starving. Get your ass up." he whined.

I slowly got up tried to take my time as I searched for my wallet.

"I'm not that hungry, you go I'll come in a minute." I mumbled.

"No, no, nope, I said no excuses and I'm so done with this bullshit. Come on I'm buying." I heard him say my back was still turned to him.

I turned back to face him. "You don't have to, I can find my wallet if you wait." I said, I could feel myself blushing as I looked at him.

"Bull. I'm buying, period. Let's go!" he said, I followed him outside.

We went upstairs, to the cafeteria. He grabbed two sandwiches and paid for them. We sat down and I was still looking down.

We ate in silence after I mumbled a thank you to him. Please someone fastforward the time.

"I'm heading out for a cigarette, and you're coming with me I have something to tell you." he said as he got up. I looked at him with the corner of my eye, he seemed somehow nervous.

I followed him outside, he made his way to the backstreet so we passed the summer course and made our way to the back.

He lit up a cigarette, putting it in between his lips.

"Bryce talk to me, you act weird." he mumbled.

"I just have nothing to say." I murmured back.

"Oh that's bullshit, you babbled shit constantly and you were always in a good mood! Now what happened?" he said rising his voice.

I winced at his words but continued to look at my feet.

"I brought you here so I don't have to hide it anymore, you may be shy but I'm shy about stuff like this."  he murmured nervously, I saw that he was blushing and smiling sheepishly, then quickly I looked back at my feet.

"I like someone." I heard him say and with that my heart started to race even more.

The cigarette butt hit the ground and he stepped on it.

"It's Macy Clarison." he said and I heard him sigh with relief.

My eyes shoot up to meet his hazel eyes, they were shining bright but there was something in there that made him look somehow troubled.

I felt my heart sink. How? Was all I could ask  myself. How he acted like that, watched me fall for him so fast, so far and told me that he liked somebody else.

"Say something." he spoke, waiting for me to speak.

But instead I closed the distance between us and until I felt his soft pink lips against mine. He tasted like cigarettes and chocolate, his lips felt so soft, so great. The kiss we shared lasted until I realized what I was doing.

I pulled away and as I looked at him and saw how shocked he was, my eyes watered up.

He opened his mouth to say something but I bolt away, finally letting the tears fall down.

What the hell was I thinking?