Mommy's Boy and The Hipster (boyxboy)

Mommy's Boy and The Hipster (6)

Three weeks, three whole weeks has passed since I kissed him, since I kissed Tyler. And I can't even look at him now. It just kills me slowly. I walk pass him once more this morning which made my heart ache but there is nothing I can do about it.

Another day crawled to an miserable end where I was all alone again, only talking with Mike today.

I walked down the stairs to get away from this place as quick as I can, thinking how great it would be if I made it home early and if I have some free time I can even play some ga-

"Faggot!" I heard someone yell that made me freeze on my feet.

"Yeah, you heard me right, get your fairy ass out of here and suck some dick" whomever owned the voice started to laugh and others joined him.

Oh god no.

I slowly turned around to see who it was, the thing that broke my heart was not whom the voice belonged to but who was standing next to him.

Tyler looked down at me from the top of the stairs with an unreadable look in his eyes, others still laughing but he was just standing there looking at me, doing nothing.

I felt my eyes well up and I couldn't take it anymore, I stared right into Tyler's eyes giving him an apologetic stare so he'd know how much I reverted kissing him and rushed out of the building, running to get away from his eyes.

***

I lied down on my bed, my face buried between my hands, warm tears seeping down from the sides of my cheeks.

What will I do? Now they know, soon everybody will, maybe they already do, hell I don't know.

I even considered dropping out of the course but I couldn't because my mom got all the expenses covered and that's all she can give to me, I can't throw that away because of stupid Tyler.

"My Tyler." I heard myself whisper so softly that I was surprised that I could actually heard myself speak up.

Those two words made me cry even harder, a low sob escaped my throat, burning with tears.

What have I done?

Maybe I won't go tomorrow, yeah that's it, stay home watch some Netflix and everything is cool, forgotten.

But that would be chickening out, the rumors would spread even more.

Oh god, just take me now.

I walked down the road, my nerves tensing up with every step I take, I clenched my backpack tighter as I made my way to the course building, I climbed the stairs and got inside, holding my breath.

I kept on climbing the stairs to the floor where my class is...

Until I heard that word again.

"Hey, Fag! You showed up." the boy in front of me snickered, I didn't even know him, just knew that he hung out with Tyler, and that was enough.

I stayed silent, my body trembling slightly as I tried to hold my bag in it's place.

"I thought you would chicken out since all you fairies are like that." he said, walking smugly towards me, not getting closer because he knew I could hurt him if I wanted to.

"So, how is it like, do you feel disgusted with yourself? You little faggot." he asked sharply.

I opened my mouth to respond this time, telling him to piss off but the sound of a plastic cup hitting the ground and spilling the hot liquid it was containing followed by a gasp caught my attention.