No Turning Back

Chapter 24

Sorry about not updating lovelies. Here's a longer chapter to make up for it. I meant to have this posted last night but Wattpad was being an ass and not letting me hit post.

AAAHHHH SORRY I FORGOT A MENTIONS OF RAPE and SLUT SHAMING TW sorry😞

I thought for a bit "ah okay, well I am the third and last born of the Kozume royal family. My parents wanted a girl desperately but they got me instead" I shrugged "so when I was born the named me Kenma but called me Kenna and they dressed me in dresses. They kept me from my older brothers so I wouldn't notice that they weren't wearing dresses and for years I thought I was an only child until I was eight" I cringed at that memory "what happened when you were eight?" Bokuto asked "my brothers were playing hide and seek with our nursemaid and butler. They said that they decided to go into the 'restricted' area of the castle and explore for a while. My room was the restricted area of the house, anyways they walked into my room and found me playing with dolls and wearing a frilly pink dress with my hair in long pigtails. It was longer than it is now, I was afraid of them because my parents taught me to be afraid of anyone besides them and my maids" I had started to slow down "my brothers visited me everyday and we kept it secret for a couple months, they were good at keeping secrets and when I turned nine my parents found out about our meet-ups and told me that they were my brothers and came clean about me having siblings. I was moved to my brothers wing of the house and everything was fine for almost five years. When my brothers turned seventeen and fifteen they were allowed to go out and have friends. Being thirteen I wanted to do that as well but my parents lied and said I wasn't allowed outside because I would get sick. I had wondered why I could go out in our courtyard but not to town and they said our courtyard ha a protected barrier around it" I rolled my eyes at the absurd thought "that's when I took up videogames and never left my room. I had made friends with Kuroo when I was fifteen after my father made him my bodyguard, he was only sixteen at the time and had no idea why he was now protecting a royal. I had practically made him tell me everything about the outside world, the more I heard about it the more I wanted to go, and one day I convinced him to sneak me out. It was a horrible idea but it actually worked and that's how I met Yaku and Lev two of Kuroo's guard buddies. They didn't care about how I dressed or behaved and we hung out almost every night just smoking and doing many other drugs" they both looked horrified "yeah, yeah I know 'drugs are bad for you' blah blah but I had nothing much else to do and my parents were hardly there and around sixteen they stopped acknowledging me but still wouldn't let me out in the public. My brothers were the golden boys while I was the disappointed failed daughter of the family when I wasn't even a girl. My oldest brother Vincent always had girls around him and yeah they were pretty but I was never attracted to them. My other brother Vaughn had two boyfriends and he introduced me to some guys that he knew and they..." I stopped walking altogether "Kenma are you alright? You don't have to continue" Bokuto said hugging me, I shook my head "it's okay. Umm behind my brothers back they'd come to 'see' me. They'd use my body the way they wanted and me unknowingly would let them, they never left marks or kissed me but they'd do other things. They told me that I was pretty with my girly clothes and my long hair and said I was special. Soon enough my brother found out and thought I was a slut and stopped talking to me. I felt gross and I didn't even know what a slut was. My parents found out and then told me about my engagement to Shoyo the I didn't want. That's when I decided that I was never coming out of my room ever and I did for a year and the one day I left my room was when my entire family died" I was fully crying now and being shushed and rocked by Bokuto while Akasshi kept his guard up and his gun out. Once I calmed down they both were saying how nothing in my life was my fault and that my brother was probably rotting in hell and so were his friends, I chuckled a bit "let's go it's not much further" a couple hours goes fast when talking about your traumatic life.
Upon reaching the outskirts of the castle remains we met with Tanaka and his sister "they totally bought the bait and distraction" Saeko said giggling "we've scouted the area and found over fifty men in the surrounding area" Tanaka said looking back at the ruins "we've also found a few survivors of your army that were hiding in the town" my ears perked up at that "take me to them, I need to see who survived" I demanded. We all walked into town after they put a hood on me successfully hiding my identity "they're all in an underground bunker at the edge of town" Saeko informed "how many survived?" I asked worried "they don't know they're still finding soldiers and they said that some have been captured. The ones captured are unconfirmed. We will find a way to get to them" Tanaka said leading the way to the bunker. Climbing down the ladder I turned to see my old comerads "Yaku? Lev? What happened after I left?" I almost broke down at how beaten they looked "so much shit happened, we're just glad you're okay" Lev said standing up "why are you even here? I though you were to be wed soon?" Yaku asked 'every the observant one' I sighed "I was but it wasn't what I wanted anymore. I came to take back my kingdom and take place as rightful king" I said gaining cheers from everyone but a disapproving Yaku. Everyone pulled me in for a hug and that was when I finally broke down "I missed you guys so much, I thought everyone was dead" I sobbed "it's alright, we're here now and we aren't going anywhere" Yaku said "unless we die" Lev said gaining glares.

Here's his backstory, didn't see that one coming didja? These ideas come from dreams that I have honestly. Enjoy me not updating until I have an inspirational dream. Kittybear out ✌️