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Draco stood with me at the tower holding my hand, telling me that he needs me and I can't leave him. I let go of his hand and I could hear his screams and cries for me. As I fell off the tower I could feel all of my problems fading away as I became happier and I could feel the wind as my worries were going away. I felt more peaceful than i have ever been and now i wouldn't have to worry about living up to my brother's expectations or that draco didn't love me. I have been draco’s best friend since our first year of Hogwarts and I have been in love with him since our third year. We are seventh years now and I realized that I could never be good enough for him. Sometimes i really think that he loves me but it seems like we are only friends. He would never love me as anything more. There would always be someone else who was better than me. I just wish draco could open his eyes and see how I feel about him. I continued to fall off the tower letting go of all my worries and stresses until I felt myself land in his arms. He has come to save me. If im being honest I didnt want to be saved. I was in love with him and I thought he didn't love me. He put me down so I could stand and He just Kissed me. He pulled away and said "Y/N I am so in love with you and you make me so happy, I have already lost everything, I cant lose you too". He kissed me again and gave me a ring. He said it was a promise ring. It was a snake and it had "Always and forever" engraved on the inside. I finally had draco. I was finally happy.

   
You're probably wondering what type of painful love story would drive me to jump off of the astronomy tower. That is a love story with Draco malfoy. He always was known for breaking hearts but i never thought he would break mine, his own best friend. This story starts a few months ago. I was Tom Riddle's sister, y/n Riddle. I knew that my brother was evil and I was nothing like him. I was even friends with Harry, Ron, and Hermione for a long time. I had kept the secret of who my brother was for so long and when they found out they wouldn’t listen to me when i tried to explain to them that i was nothing like him. They started being really mean to me and completely turned against me, It hurt Harry the most because he had been in love with me for years. I never wanted to hurt them like this but they just couldn’t trust me anymore. They knew who my brother was and immediately judged me off of him. It was like they forgot who I was, they forgot we were friends since our first year, they just saw me for who my brother was. I felt like I was alone and broken as I lost my three best friends. I ran to my dorm and started crying. I was a slytherin and I guess Draco Malfoy, my only friend that I had left, was walking by and heard me. He knocked on the door lightly and opened it. When he saw me he had come to sit beside me. He put his arm around me and just held me as I cried. He was stroking my hair saying “hey it's gonna be okay” and eventually i stopped crying. He wiped my tears and looked at me. He asked what was wrong and I realized he didn't know about my brother either. I immediately said “Draco you’re my best friend and I love you but I just can't tell you, if I tell you then you are gonna hate me like everyone else”. He looked into my eyes and said “y/n I could never hate you no matter what” I started to cry again, knowing that I had to tell him. I quickly wiped my tears and said “Draco my name is y/n riddle” My voice started to fade out as I realized what I had just told him. I looked at him with tears in my eyes and all I could say was that I’m sorry. Draco just has a blank face of shock, he looks as if he had just seen a ghost. He pulled me into his arms and just hugged me, not saying a word. I pulled away from his arms and said “i’m really sorry draco, I should have told you who my brother was sooner” He looked more calm then and said “y/n I love you, you’re my bestfriend and you didn't choose to be born into that family, I know you’re nothing like your brother”. I hugged him and said “thank you for understanding but i should probably go talk to Harry and see if he will forgive me”. Draco looked upset for some reason so I asked if he was okay and he just said “im fine” so I ignored it and left. I got to the hallway near Snape's classroom and saw Harry. I walked up to him and just said hi. He ignored me and I said “I'm sorry, can we just talk please”. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the potions classroom. The lights were off so we couldn't see each other and I tried to say “I’m sorr-'' but he cut me off with a kiss. I kissed him back and he grabbed me by the waist to pull me closer. He picked me up, with his hands still on my waist, and sat me on one of the desks. We continued to kiss and he put his hand on my thigh, sliding it up my skirt. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt as we continued to kiss. He started to unbutton my shirt as well which just left a black lace bra. I could feel him starting to kiss down my neck, leaving hickeys. He was squeezing my thigh as he started to kiss me harder and more passionately. I let a few soft moans out as we continued to kiss. A few moments later we heard Snape walking towards the classroom. We threw our clothes on as quickly as possible and ran to the potions closet. We shut the doors and hid as we listened for when he was leaving. Snape walked into the classroom and we tried to stay as quiet as possible until a potion bottle knocked down and broke. He walked towards the closet and Harry covered my mouth so I would be silent. Snape walked away and when Harry uncovered my mouth I let out a deep breath. Snape had heard and opened the closet. "Miss. Riddle and Mr. Malfoy, would you care to explain as to why you are hiding inside my potions cabinet" Snape said. I quickly thought of an excuse and said "We are so sorry professor, we were just borrowing potions for the assignment and while we were looking at them, someone pushed us inside and locked the door". Harry agreed and Snape said "who would this person be? The one that pushed you into the closet?" As he raised one eyebrow at us. "Um sir im sorry, we didn't see who it was" Harry said. "Mhm..I see" Snape said as he walked away "Now get back to your classes". We quickly ran out of the classroom and were laughing as we ran through the hallways. "I cant beleive we just got away with that y/n, that was really close" Harry said. I was still laughing and said back to him "yea it was but it was really fun". Me and Harry ran back to his dorm and skipped the rest of our classes to just hang out and watch movies. Harry was holding me in his arms and he looked so happy. He was looking at me so I said "what are you looking at?". He smiled and said "The most beautiful girl in the world". I laughed and looked behind me as I said "I must be blind, I dont see her anywhere". He laughed and said "y/n riddle, I love you". My heart sank because I didn't love him, Harry was amazing but I didn't love him. I loved draco for years and I always would but I dont think Draco loves me. I quickly said "Harry...im sorry..Im gonna go" and I walked out of his dorm. I left and I felt so bad because I knew Harry loved me but I Loved someone else and I couldn't hurt him by being in love with another while im with him. I couldn't be with Harry and it might hurt him but I would hurt him even worse if we were together. I walked to my dorm and found a letter  "Come to my dorm im bored - D.M." I got into comfy clothes and walked over to Draco's dorm. When I opened the door he was laying in his bed with just sweatpants on and no shirt. I walked in and picked up one of his shirts, I threw it at him and said “Put a shirt on weirdo”. He chuckled as he put the shirt on. I sat next to him and smiled. He looked at me and said “what are you smiling about dumby”. I laughed and said “Im smiling because im with my bestfriend and im really happy". He smiled and tackled me on the bed. We were laughing as I said "Dracooo let me go". He said no and put me over his shoulder as He ran away with me around the hallways. We were laughing and eventually he put me down. We were at the tower and I saw that he had a picnic setup, we had used to have small picnics and watch the stars together. He looked at me and said "do you like it". I laughed and said "I love it and I missed our picnics, I needed this". We sat down and talked alot. Eventually it was starting to get late and we were laying down watching the stars.  He looked over at me but I hadn't noticed at the time. He was just looking at me and eventually I noticed. I looked over and said "you got a staring problem malfoy?" He laughed and said "nope just looking at the most beautiful girl in the world". I felt immediate butterflies and him saying that made me so happy. It was around 1am when I fell asleep. Draco noticed I was sleeping so he picked me up and carried me back to my dorm. He layed me down in my bed and said "I love you y/n.." and then he left.

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