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The Party

As soon as I stepped in I could smell the alcohol and the smoke in the room with bright flashing lights. The music was so loud, I could barely hear myself think. I saw Harry so I went over with him. Harry grabbed my waist and was dancing with me. Eventually I decided to go get a drink so I left to find some alcohol. I found a bottle of vodka to drink. I started taking a few shots. A few minutes later I had already drank half the bottle. I felt dizzy and I could barely walk straight. I stood on top of the table and was dancing around. I was having alot of fun. I saw Draco look over at me and when he saw me I could see the rage in his face. There were guys staring at me which made him even more mad. He walked over and tried to pull me off the table but I wouldn't listen to him. I got off and walked away from him. He was walking behind me and following me. Eventually he caught up to me and grabbed my wrist. He was trying to pull me away to go back to my dorm. I kept saying no and not listening. Harry saw and came over. Harry punched draco right in the nose. Dracos face was bleeding from the punch and he looked really mad. Draco never just walks away from a fight. I knew he was about to do something stupid so I grabbed his hand as I said "come on draco, we're leaving." and we walked away. I took him back to his dorm and sat him down. I got a bag of ice and held it on his face, trying to help him. He looked a little upset and when I asked him what was wrong he said "I just hate seeing all of those guys looking at you" I laughed and said "Draco it's okay, I know you just want to protect me because your my bestfriend but its fine, I know how to take care of myself". He rolled his eyes and said "even if you say that, I will always protect you no matter what." I smiled and looked into his eyes. He was my bestfriend and I never thought of him as anything more but something changed, I see him as something more now. I dont understand what I'm feeling. Mabye its nothing and im not really feeling this. I really dont know anymore. Draco grabbed my hand that was holding the ice pack and slowly took it away from his face. He moved closer to me and kissed me. I didn't know what to do in that moment so I just kissed him back. We went from just a kiss to making out on his bed. We took our clothes off and things escalated very quickly. He was about to unbutton his pants and he said "y/n are you sure?" I said yes and he took them off. He slowly put it in and I moaned very loudly. He covered my mouth so wouldn't get caught and we continued. About an hour later we finished. We were both out of breathe and just laying together, cuddling in his bed. I was starting to think that those feelings were real. Eventually I fell asleep in his arms. The next morning I woke up but Draco was gone. I figured he would be in the great hall so I went down but he was not there. I went to our first class and he wasn't there. I was starting to get worried. I knew one place he liked to go when he was thinking, the tower. I walked up and saw him sitting against the wall and he looked like he was crying. I already knew what was wrong. He never liked to tell me but I knew it was something with his father. I went and sat next to him, leaning my head on his shoulder. I looked at him and he was looking back at me, with tears in his eyes. He didn't like talking about his feelings so I just didn't ask him. I just hugged him and said "Draco its ok, im right here its gonna be ok". He started crying into my shoulder, hugging me. I really care about him and I think I love him. He just continued crying and it hurt me to see him in this pain. I didn't even know what exactly happened but he seemed really upset. When he finally calmed down and stopped crying, we went to his dorm and layed down. I got up and tried to leave but he grabbed my hand and asked me to stay. I agreed and layed down beside him. He grabbed me and pulled me closer to him. I was really happy when I was with him. It was Saturday and we didn't have any classes so we just layed together and watched movies all day. I hadn't seen Draco smile in a while but when he was with me, he actually looked really happy. I was so happy that I could make him smile. He looked at me and said "y/n can I tell you something?" I said "yes of course, you can tell me anything". He smiled and said "y/n I'm in love with you". I looked at him and said "Draco, I love you too". He kissed me and I was so happy. He actually loved me and I really loved him. We continued just laying together until he fell asleep and I whispered "I love you weirdo" and then I feel asleep with him.