Dear Diary

Chapter 5

Heyaaaaaa guys(:

Well, it's another quick update. But I'm lovin this story. So yeah.

Guys, one comment!! And I'll continue writing normal chapters, I will keep writing diary entries, but it will be a mix. . .

Read on>>>>>>>>

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Dear Diary,

I am locked up in my room again. Alone. No friends. Alone.

You get the point . . .

Anyways, I've been researching, and I think I've found something that may help me get a life.

Online chatting.

Ok, you know how you can talk online, without people knowing who you really are...?

I think that may find me an ACTUAL friend, it was pretty shocking at the start for me as well.

I've been glued to my laptop, and I've been talking to this person called: 'thecuddlybear:)'

I know it sounds pretty cheesy, but he - or her- is surprisingly really nice.

(I'm gonna stick with 'he' for now. . .)

I've been talking to him about my life, and how no one really likes me for me, and how my parents are divorced. He told me that life wasn't always fair (yeah, I know.... It's the oldest one in the book - but still) that I would accept the love I think I deserved...

Ok this sounds really, really bad. . .

I'll just write out the conversation for you.

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thecuddlybear: life isn't always fair.

kmgirl: (who is me - Keri Matthews -)

I know life isn't fair, but why all this happen to me? Why me?

thecuddlybear: look... I know Im just some random person, but I know that in life, there will be obstacles and of course, it's our choice if we want to jump them. But at some point in your life, you will praise your self for jumping that one obstacle you nearly gave up on... So I think you should be thankful for what you already have.

kmgirl: the point is - I have nothing.

thecuddlybear: everyone has something that's important to them.

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See what I mean?

Someone who can understand me that well, must have experienced something like me. . .

For now, I'm going to keep talking to 'thecuddlybear', I think he might help me realise that there is more to life than misery.

Well atleast - he can try.

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END OF CHAPTER

A/N

Sorry, if the conversation confused you a bit, but I thought it may have helped. So you'll be seeing more of normal (P.O.V) chapters, and diary entries (even conversations with 'thecuddlybear'.

I think this story will have a lot of surprising twists to it ;)

Keep reading.

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