Dear Diary

Chapter 10 - Part 2

YEAA.. thats more like it! need to reach 100 and i promise a long chapter!

xx

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Keri's P.O.V

I stood there frozen still, mumuring out startings of words, "urh..my...me..i..well...um..." I continued, while Jay stared at me like I was retarted. . .

no-

not that face again-

"Sorry- I cant do this." I exclaimed, getting up from my chair, sighing and started walking away but soon was followed again.

"I dont get it- why are you so. . . closed?" he asked with curiosity, glaring at the side of my face, I just looked at the ground, nearly about to break down in tears, "Because you dont want to know about me-" I moaned, trying to hold my tears behind a cage.

"I do. Look. Stop-" He grabbed onto my shoulder, holding a tight grip, not allowing me to move forward, I tried to shove his hand off, but at the same time- I wanted him to keep it there.

"Look- I know we met like once or twice, but if you want to know me- then you will have to tell me a little bit about yourself." he explained, accidentally stumbling over a rock, making me break into giggles.

"I dont have any friends- and thats how its meant to be. . ." I cried, what was I saying?

I wanted friends.. I wanted a new life... I wanted Jay...

"No its not. No one's life is meant to be like that. God dammit! Just stop for a minute and listen to me!" He shouted, yanking onto my hand, not letting me go any further. I sniffled, turning around, not finding the confidence to look up at his flawless face.

"I am not letting you ditch this date- So if you wont tell me about yourself, Ill tell you more about myself- deal?" He asked gently lifting up my chin, forcing me to look into his eyes in agreeent. I nodded my head, while he let go of my chin, and began walking up the path.

"Im a normal guy, 17, still looking for some excitment in the word 'life'. . . Ive got an older brother, which annoys the shits out of me." He explained, breathing out cold heat.

"So im not the only one who has issues with having an older brother.." I sighed, making Jay smile, "yea- your not." he smiled, glaring into my eyes, filling the atmosphere with silence for a few minutes. I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, twitching a smile onto my face, while he continued speaking.

"You see- I might not be going through the stuff that you might be going through right now, but that makes you no different to me. We are both human beings, live on the same laws and rights, you need to stop stressing out." He stated, punching me in the arm playfully, making me cough out another giggle, I leaned my head to the side, thinking about what Jay had just said. . .

'you need to stop stressing out'

It kept replaying in my head again and again. . . "wow. how did you know I was going through stuff?" I questioned suspicously.

"you really want me to answer that?"Jay asked, turning his face around and passing me another smirk, "is it scary. . .?" I asked sarcastically, narrowing my eyes at him.

"no- its just a fact." He strectched out a smile, turning his face back around and concentrating on the path in front of him, "shoot me." I said, squeezing my eyes shut in fear of what he was going to say.

"urh..my...me..i..well...um...." he mimicked in a girly voice, I just burst out laughing, "bad mimick- but ok, ok, I feel ya" I smiled, feeling a faint blush come onto my cheeks.

"well- this conversation wasnt so bad was it?" jay asked, winking at me, "nope- it was horrible!" i shouted, clapping my hands like a retarded seal, bursting into laughter again.

This conversation was probably the best thing that has happened to me in 6 years.

Jay was the best thing that happened to me in 6 years. . .

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END OF CHAPTER 10 - PART 2

A/N

Aw :') that was beautiful, this story is probably the best im writing right now.

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