Dear Diary

Chapter 11

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Chapter 11:

Dear Diary,

I can describe it in one exact word. . .

unbelievable.

literally-

unbelievable.

I still havent spilled to Jay about my history, but getting to know him first was a pretty good move. . . If I know I can trust him- trust him that he wont treat me any different if he knew my past. . . trust him that he will always be there for me, not only when I need it, but listen to me when its important.

I know I can trust Jay- well it looks like that right now. . .

I never really know, Jay hadnt told me everything about him last night-

He told me things that made me see there is more to life than being locked up in my room, being miserable every single second of the day.

He told me things that made me realise IM the one in control of my life -and no one else could change that.

Last night- Jay also told me he didnt have many friends either, and he had been trying his best.

Thats the difference between us two.

He tries to make a difference. . . I gave up before I even started.

We dont have much in common-

thats what brought us so close to each other in one night.

Its like hes understood me already, without even KNOWING me completley. . .

Its amazing really. Better go, talk to you later! Mums going mental. . .

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Keri's P.O.V

"GET OUT OF YOUR BLOODY ROOM KERI!" I just moaned, turning over on my bed, lying on my back and stared at the plain, white cieling.

"DARN IT KERI!" Mum conituned spazzing outside my door, I really think shes taking drugs. . .

Laughing at the thought, I swung myself up from the bed, ruffled my messy brown hair, and dragged myself to the door- slamming it open.

"what. do. you. want." I asked, putting on a fake smile, and then turning it back to a lazy frown.

"J-Jhon.." Mum stammered, squeezing the home phone in between her fingers.

"D-Dad? Whats wrong. . .?"I stammered back, getting worried, I quickly snatched the home phone out of mums hand and pushed it against my ear. I could see mum cross her hands, and face plam her forehead in guilt.

"Hello?" I mumbled into the phone, as my lips shaked in fear, my ears waiting for a voice to reply. . .

"Keri-" it wasnt Dad. I continued shaking in fear. . .still worried what was going to come next. . .

"Sweetie. . . Your Dad was in a car accident." I froze to the statement, I clenched my grip on the phone- still not moving a single bone.

I turned around-

Still in shock-

I continued glaring at the ground, I rose my head up, facing mum who was in tears.

I was going to lose control-

"WHY! WHY IS THIS F*UCKING HAPPENING TO ME! I GOT A SHITTY LIFE, AN ASSHOLE BROTHER, A CRAPPY MOTHER, AND NOW MY F*UCKING FATHER HAD A F*CKING CAR ACCIDENT. THIS WHOLE FAMILY IS JUST DAMN SCREWED!" I spat at Mum, throwing the phone on the wall, making Mum shiver in fear.

"K-Keri. . . H-He's not d-dead. . ." Mum stammered, slowly uncovering both hands from her pale face.

I widened my eyes, looking back up at Mum.

"H-Hes n-not dead? I mumbled, falling onto my bed in tears.

Mum left the room, running down stairs in tears. . .

I turned around- staring at my phone, that was lying on my pillow.

I grabbed it and turned my screen on- rushing in a text.

Keri: Jay, meet me outside my house. now.

.

I press sent, staring at Jays name.

He was the only one who could fix this-

He was the only person left that actually cared. . .

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END OF CHAPTER 11

A/N

Oh God. . . Tension... But dont worry, they will meet again:)