Bed
I sit in my bed
It's midnight
Stuff fall on me
All the homework, textbooks, reviews
They fall on me
Pressing me down
Stifling me
I managed to get up
Then I see stuff
Letters, Greek and Russian
Then I get dragged down again
Then I hear stuff
I hear everyone's hatred
How they hate me in their hearts
I sit in my bed
It's midnight
Then I sat there
Silently
Quietly
Not speaking
But smiling
Then a tear roll down my cheeks
Drop on the sheets
And stopped
As I realized that
I've cried myself a sea already
And there is no tears to be cried out anymore
Then clock rings
My alarm clock is set to 5
But it still says it's the midnight
I look again
Still midnight
Then I realize I'm inside my own nightmare
Can't get out
Can't try to
I struggle
Doesn't budge
It felt like hours
Then I looked at the clock as I quit
It was still midnight
