friends with benefits | minsung

ii

jisung finished his uncomfortably cold shower and stepped out, cursing his sister out under his breath as he dried his hair and brushed it to the style he preferred.

after finishing in the bathroom, he walked to his room to get dressed. throwing on an oversized yellow shirt along with black skinny jeans. once he was ready, he walked downstairs.

as he descended down the stairs, his mom was answering the door, opening the door to welcome the lee's.

mrs. lee stood in front of everyone with a pie wrapped up to keep it from drying out. "we're here!"

everyone else smiled as they walked in. minho walked in last, greeting mrs. han with a hug before he looked up to jisung on the stairs. his smile turned into a smirk and winked towards jisung.

the younger smiled, "hey mom? me and minho will be in my room."

"okay sweetie, i'll call you down when dinner is ready."

"okay!" jisung came down the stairs completely, taking a hold of minho's wrist to guide him upstairs. as they walked upstairs, jisung saw that his sister gave him a look. he only rolled his eyes and continued up the stairs.

he opened up his door, letting minho go in first. he came in after, closing the door and locking it. the younger turned around and leaned against the door as he looked at minho with a smirk.

minho returned the smirk, walking up to jisung, "finally."

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"mm~ hyung.. d-don't." jisung whined as minho began sucking the skin on his stomach, dangerously close to his crotch.

"mm but baby, i've been wanting to taste you all day." minho looked up to jisung, making eye contact as he kissed the skin of the younger's stomach with a smirk.

"i know.. but our families are downstairs right now.." jisung whined, pulling minho up so they could be face to face.

minho groaned and tried to go into jisungs neck to suck there, "and? we've done it so many times with our parents in the room next door."

"that was different min! they were asleep." jisung raised his finger at minho, stating his words as factual.

"not really, but fine." minho groaned, rolling off of jisung to lay next to him. they both just were staring up at the ceiling blankly, till jisung broke the silence.

"soo-jin still is trying to get a date with you." jisung let out a sigh.

minho laughed dryly, "why? i reject her every time she tries."

jisung shrugged his shoulders, "dunno.. it's honestly starting to piss me off."

"aww jisungie, are you jealous? you think your sister is gonna steal me away?" minho teased, pinching jisung's chubby cheeks.

the younger swatted minho's hands away and glared at him, "im not jealous! she's just annoying. and what do you mean steal you away? it's not like we're together." jisung rolled his eyes.

minho bit down on his lip, those words kind of hurt but it was true. for the past year, minho and jisung had been a little more than just friends. everyone saw them as best friends, the two golden boys that could get any girl they wanted. no one even knew they were gay, except them, not even their friends knew about it. they've been sleeping together behind everyones backs for the past year now, and they've done a good job covering it up. they have their moments where they slip up a little bit, of course, but nothing that seemed suspicious.

it's not that they wanted to have their "special friendship" behind everyones back and lie to everyone. but they've been pictured as straight to everyone around them, and not to mention, both of their families are homophobic. so how could they be open about what they were doing? sure, it's just messing around and filling in a void that they both felt, nothing serious, but it still hurts that they go everyday pretending they're straight. pretending that nothing is weighing down on them or that their living in a constant shadow of lies... but they felt that there was no other way to live in a messed up and unaccepting world like this.