When you got to Harrys dorm he closed and locked it and then picked you up and kissed you and then laid you down on the bed
You were scared about what may happen
Oh weren't ready to have sex or anything like your 14 your not ready yet!
Harry then starts kissing your neck and you didn't like this it felt terrible it didn't feel good like it should
You didn't want more you wanted it to stop
When Harry goes to take your shirt off you stop him
"Wait no I can't." You say and Harry looked confused
"Why?" He says and you let out a sigh
"I just can't." You say and Harry nods
"Ok well ok." Harry says and you didn't know what to do like why did it feel so uncomfortable? Maybe it was because this was gonna be your first time? Maybe it's normal for it not feel that great the first time
"Look maybe tomorrow I just don't feel that good today, my stomach has been hurting all day." You say and Harry nods
"Oh ok that's makes sense." Harry says and you nod
*I don't know why I lied about having a stomach ache when I was just not feeling comfortable, I truly don't know why I lied I just did*
|A few weeks later|
Harry and you did end up sleeping together today and you didn't enjoy it one bit
You were laying in his bed as he was holding you as he was asleep
You didn't like it that much it really hurt and was extremely uncomfortable
But maybe that was what sex was? So why do people even like it? If it's like that? Like it seemed Harry was he only one enjoying himself you kinda just faked it the best you could
*Am I truly happy? I don't know*
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Cedrics sister
FanfictionYour cedrics little sister you join hogwarts late because you were too sick to go and teachers at Hogwarts agreed you can come if you get better, you did and now your starting Hogwarts (My sister who has health issues helped me write this and based...
